"Wait, what", my jaw drops after Aidan said that. How the hell did he find out? I swear I didn't make it that obvious.
"Austin overheard you and Skylar talking one day about how you had feelings for me and he told me", Aidan says.
I chuckle "when did you plan on telling me?"
"Never. I didn't know if it was true", Aidan says and holds my hands.
"When did Austin tell you", I ask nervously. "About a year ago.." Aidan says. "Wait, woah. So you knew that whole time and never told me?!" "Again, I didn't know if it was true", Aidan looks down at the ground sort of sadly.
"Well now you know it's true", I say and feel tears form in my eyes. "Aidan, I've liked you for 6 fucking years. I'm in love with YOU Aidan. I love everything about you. You bring joy to me. After I lost my dad, you're the reason I w-wasn't fucking depressed as hell. I can't live without you. I was scared to tell you and I'm so sorry-," Aidan cuts me off by doing something I never thought he'd do. He quickly grabs my cheek, pulls me in and kisses me. Shocked, I kiss him back as he has his arms around my lower waist and I have my hand on his chest. It wasn't like an aggressive tongue kiss, it was slow and passionate. It was all I've ever dreamt of.
We kiss from a couple seconds before he pulls away. "Does that answer your question", Aidan asks and smiles. Oh my fucking god. "Uh-yeah", I say nervously. "Why didn't you tell me earlier", Aidan asks softly and holds both my hands. I shiver "I-I don't know. I was scared to." "You know you can tell me anything. I should've told you earlier too but I've been hurt so much that I was scared too", Aidan says, I could see the sorrow in his eyes just saying that and Aidan is definitely not one to show emotion. "I know you've been hurt Aidan.
I feel sorry for you. I didn't want to hurt you if anything happened", I say and a tear runs down my cheek. Aidan watches my tears stream down and frowns "why are you crying", he asks softly. "Because, I was so scared to lose you if I told you", more tears run down my cheeks and I look down so Aidan couldn't see me crying. Aidan lifts my chin up "you'll never lose me beautiful", Aidan says and kisses me softly. "I'm glad I told you", I say and hug him with my face in his chest and my arms around him. "I'm glad you're less stressed now", Aidan says and plays with my hair as we hug.
"I'm still cold", I chuckle. Aidan stops hugging me and takes his hoodie off "here." I take his black hoodie and put it on. "Thanks", I say. Aidan holds my hand as we walk inside. "Just don't mention anything to my parents. They just think we're best friends and as long as they know that they'll let you come over", Aidan says as we walk to the door. "Got it", I say and let go of Aidan's hand. "Hey guys", I say when we walk into the house. Aidan's little sister, Lila, hugs me as soon as I get into the house. "I missed you", she says cheerfully. "I missed you too Lila", I say and hug her tightly. (Ik aidan is an only child but I wanted to add something) "Hey Sabrina", Aidan's mom says. "How was your first day guys", Aidan's dad asks. Aidan and I look at each other and smile "great", Aidan and I say at the same time. "Where'd you guys go after school", his mom asks. "In n out", Aidan says. "Are you staying", Lila whines and pouts.
"Yeah, if that's okay with you guys", I look to Aidan's parents.
"Of course you can.
Sleep anywhere you'd like hon", Lucas's mom, Allison says. "Thanks Allison", I say and hug her before going upstairs with Aidan. "My parents love you", Aidan chuckles. "Oh I know", I wink as we walk into the room. "Sooo.." I say as we lay in bed. Aidan chuckles "just give it time. I just want to think 'cause what just happened outside was a lot." "Yeah. I'm fine with that", I say and puts my head on Aidan's chest. "Look, I just don't want to rush things. I do have feelings for you but I just can't do this right now", Aidan says softly and I hear his voice crack.
I sit up quickly
"are you okay", I say worriedly.
"Yeah. I just love you Y/n", Aidan says.
"I love you too. I've loved you for as long as I can remember", I say and lay back down with Aidan.
"I just don't want to make it public. It's a lot of stress with starting school and with our friends", Aidan says softly.
"Me too. So what do we do", I ask. "Not tell anyone until we're ready", Aidan says. "Agreed", I say and kiss Aidan. He puts his hands on my lower back and moves down to my ass. I smirk at him and start kissing his neck. He lets out a low moan and as I suck his neck and play with his hair. Aidan gets up quickly, making me get up. "Is the door locked", Aidan asks. "No", I say and Aidan heads to the door and opens it. "Y/n and I are going to bed so good night guys", Aidan yells from his room. "Okay", his mom yells from downstairs. Aidan closes then locks the door and smirks as he walks back to the bed. "Can I have something comfy to change into", I ask and pout. "Sure. Find something", Aidan says. I squeal and go into his closet. I grab sweatpants and decided to wear the hoodie Aidan gave to me. I take my shirt off from underneath my hoodie and put my hoodie back on then put grey sweatpants on that didn't even fit me. I come out the closet. "You look so cute", Aidan says and pouts. I laugh and get under the covers with him.
"It's only eight, can we stay up for a bit", I whine. "Sure. What do you wanna do beautiful", Aidan asks sweetly.
"I don't know", I say and turn to my side to Aidan. He kisses me softly and I run my hands through his brown hair.
"You happy", Aidan asks softly after he kisses me. "When I'm with you, I always am", I say sweetly and continue kissing him.
We didn't realize the time but we had been making out and cuddling for an hour. I checked the time on my phone and sighed happily "there's no person I'd rather be with", I say softly to Aidan.
"I may not show it but I'd rather be with you than anyone else in the world", Aidan says sweetly and kisses my forehead. "Wanna watch a movie", Aidan asks and sits up.
"Yeah", I say. Aidan grabs a fluffy blanket and turns his LED lights to blue which was my favorite color. I love that he remembers tiny things I tell him.
"What movie", Aidan asks and covers us with the fluffy blanket.
"I have no idea", I chuckle.
"Then why don't we cuddle and go to bed", Aidan asks.
"I've never seen you being so soft."
Sorry I have not been posting as much... I just started school and it's been rlly hectic with this whole pandemic... but i will still be posting as much as I can.... thank u ❤️
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