loving him

the scars burn

[Scarlette's pov]

I'm sitting in my bathroom, I look down at my scars. My mother really did hate me didn't she?. I know I hated her but that doesn't mean she has to slit my wrists for it. I got everything out of hate from her. I just wish she didn't have parties all the time. I never got sleep because she would get drunk and beat me. I'm sitting there staring off into space when I feel a cold breeze brush against my arm,I shiver then look up and a tall dorky looking guy is standing in front of me. "Hi, I'm Michael" he says in my mind. I'm too starstruck by his purple hair to answer him back, I just keep staring at his amazing green eyes."h...hi, I'm sc...scarlette". He takes my hand and kisses it, then leads me out the window. Why am I having so many mixed feelings for him right now?.I don't care. He jumps down and tells me to jump, I do as told and go into the woods. He stops us by a cave and walks inside. He turns around and slams his mouth to mine I don't resist ,god he tastes good. He slowly lays me down against the cave floor without detaching our lips. He sits up and pulls off my night shirt leaving me in my langire. He starts kissing me again. He brings his mouth down to my neck making me groan. He rips my undies off and plungestwo finger inside my core making me gasp."oh...m.m..Mikey" I whisper " yeah, say my name louder!" "OH,MY GOD MIKEY IT'S HUGE!". He pulled down his pants and boxers when he told me to say his name. "Do it, make love to me Mikey do it!" He slams into me making me scream. I forgot I was a virgin. It hurt for the first four slams,it soon turned to pleasure. I start moaning louder,as he pushes into me. "Mikey, I'm about to......huh". " me too hun" he grunts and we soon let go together,making me scream out in pleasure echoing through the woods. I get up wobbling trying to walk and walk slowly back to the house,I climb up the side of the house back to my bathroom, I sit down on the side of my bathtub before walking out the door.I walk out to hear the boys laughing downstairs, are they laughing about me? , I walk downstairs and look around the corner. I see calum ,Dante and Alfonzo sitting on the couch I guess waiting for me I soon here Dante say "I'll be back guys gotta go take a dump". I quickly move my head and he runs into me.he then whispers to me " are you OK scar?". I nod and walk out into the living room but not before he looks at me wide eyed, "you've mated". How did he know? Can he smell it on me? Michael? " I can see a glowing light around you". I look at him scared, he can see it? " who was it? was it Alfonzo? Did you guys do it behind my back!?!". Alfonzo comes running into the hallway "woah, you're glowing,.........you mated? Who was it with scar?". We suddenly hear a knock on the door and calum answers. " may I come in?" Dante walks over to the door and leads the very purple hair I'd seen tonight,"ah, Michael my friend how have you been?" I look at him and my eyes go wide, I shake my head and squeeze my mouth shut. Alfonzo looks from me and Michael then finally realizes what happened. "Oh.my.god you didn't scarlette tell me you didn't". "I..I ..I didn't?". "Wait what's going on?". Dante exclaims . "um.... I..um..slept with...". I close my eyes and when I open them he is in front of me and I suddenly get strong feelings for him but worse then when I was trances into loving Michael he really is a cheeky bastard. " he's the only werewolf I get along with... and you sleep with him?" He asks with tears in his eyes he lifts his hand about to smack my face. "He won't hurt you, he loves you too much". "How do you know?" I ask Michael in my mind "because I read his mind just as I did to you to know you would sleep with me". I glare at him then grab Dante's hand and kiss it. I then lead him to my room and undress. " I'm sorry,..........my love" he looks up at me and I wipe away his tears. "Don't worry dear Dante I'm yours for tonight". "How do I know you're not lying to me?". "Because it's our fate like our ansesters before us were are just ment to be and if I'm not speaking the truth then you can rip my head off OK?". He smiles wickedly and flips me over and growls at me " I love you scar". "I love you more".I sit up to his level and kiss him,he stops me and says "what are we gonna do about alfonzo he loves you too?". "But he didn't cry when he found out I slept with Mikey that proves you love me more". He nods and slams his mouth on mine. He sinks his teeth into my neck and groans along with me, I'm finally going to be just a vampire . I've never had a full vamp life, only half of both lives this is going to make me alive and free once more . he licks the wounds and looks down at me. I can already feel my viens killing the inner wolf. And now that the wolf is gone my fantasia eyes start glowing. He stares at me."you're eyes are different". I nod. "It's because when you bit me I became full vamp, now I'm eternally yours". He kisses me lightly " you would really stay with me for eternity?". "Of course, over these past two months I have fallen in love with you". I have small feelings for alfonzo but dante made a bigger impression on me, he has tried to have sex with me during a small blizzard, has tried to touch me in the shower,and stole my heart right out of my chest just so he could fix the broken prices he once told me 'if I had a stitch for every time you'd hug me I'd have enough stitches to fix your heart'. and I'd reply back ' if I had a flower for every time you made me smile I'd have a garden to walk in forever'. Those words are the first words that made me start falling. I kiss him and flip us over to where I'm on top I stick my toungue at him and laugh in his face, he grabs my arms and lays me on his chest cuddling me. I trace lines in his shirt and he rubs my back and kisses my cheek, he repeats this so soon I fall into a silent sleep.