YouTube Oneshots (discontinued lol)

♡»»-skephalo; "you took it as a joke"-««♡

Pretty short lil one shot, testing out my new format for chapter names.

Requests are welcome! Slight trigger warning; mentions of s//ic//de (not the word exactly), s/h, negative thoughts

"Skeppy, do you love me?" Bad asked quietly. The only response he got was an amused snort, resulting in Bad's heart splintering a little. "Oh, th-that's okay, I don't love you either." His voice cracked as he said those words. Skeppy continued to laugh, only hurting his friend more. "I, um, I think I'm gonna go to bed..." Bad mumbled. "Okay, goodnight Bad." Skeppy said cheerfully. Bad ended the Discord call and said goodbye to his stream, ending that as well. After shutting his computer off, he stood up, went over to his bed, and sand down onto the mattress with glistening eyes.

"It's suppose to be a joke. You aren't supposed to mean it." He told himself. "Stop being so emotional... You're acting like a baby." His attempts to calm himself failed, and he broke out into tears. His phone started exploding with Discord notifications, most of which were from Skeppy.

Skeppy, 9:39 pm

Hey, you okay? My chat's saying that you ended your stream on the brink of tears. They could hear it in your voice

With a heavy sigh, Bad unlocked his phone, opened Discord, and began to type a reply.

Bad, 9:40 pm

I'm fine.

He felt bad for lying, but he could accidentally give away that he had meant it when he had asked Skeppy if he loved him.

Skeppy, 9:40 pm

I'm here if you need to talk

That message alone brought a small smile to Bad's face. Even if Skeppy didn't love him, he still cared. Bad decided not to reply, instead putting his Discord on Do Not Disturb and lying down on his bed. He didn't bother to undress or brush his teeth, he just wanted to sleep. Maybe he could wake up and find that it was all a dream. Bad closed his eyes and drifted off into a peaceful slumber.

In the morning, Bad woke up to his dog barking loudly. He sighed and sat up. His first action was to check his phone. 8:23 am. He hadn't slept in. He frowned when he realized that the event from the night before hadn't been a dream. Skeppy didn't love him. Bad was about to get something to eat when he thought, nobody would care if I died, so why should I eat? The thought made him shudder. Was he really thinking of killing himself?

Ignoring his thoughts, Bad walked over to his setup, sat down, and opened his computer. He changed his Discord from Do Not Disturb to Online, and immediately received a notification.

Skeppy, 8:36 am

Good morning, Bad

Bad smiled softly as he typed a response.

Bad, 8:36 am

Good morning Skeppy

Most of his negative thoughts forgotten, he waited for an answer.

Skeppy, 8:41 am

Did you sleep well?

Bad, 8:41 am

I did. Did you?

Bad decided to enjoy the wholesome moment while he could, since any time Skeppy could start making fun of him. He began to tear up again.