Better || josh Richards

✨Now they know✨

Hi I'm griffin may-Ly Smith I am Italian and I have anxiety,Asma and ADHD so I lose focus a lot I'm insecure and I hate life I'm like a broken soul I act happy when I'm with family and I say family bc I have no friends the only person that has cared for me since my parents died is my sister Tilly and now she don't she just leaves for a week she only comes back on like Sunday bc she's to busy with fame to bother with me lei è una Vera stronza ora ( she's a real bitch now) (no I am not Italian I just know a bit) I am also very hyperactive once I open up to someone it's just what I do, I guess that's it oh wait this is what I look like

Ikr ugly anyway let's get to the story

I woke up groaning knowing I have to go the the hell you call school since I have trouble paying attention and actually learning the other kids make fun of me but I learnt not to cry my dad always told me not to cry and when I did he would hit me till I stopped. I woke up and walked to my bathroom and done my routine, I walked over to my closet and grabbed some clothes out

My jumper says Ohio state bc I grew up there I basically was born in Italy moved to Ohio grew up there then moved to LA, I walked downstairs saw my sister left some money for me which she normally dose when she leaves and well I have zero out of three hearts left bc three boys broke me so ya I'm heartbroken , I grabbed my phone, inhaler and car keys I got in my car and drove to school once I got there I put my hood up so it was dark around my face and no one could see, Ik it's stupid why would I do a whole routine and makeup just to cover it up, well I'm insecure about every inch of my body from face to toes and I don't wonna be noticed and I don't want friends that are using me bc I'm Tilly's sister. I walked into the school walking down the halls when my bully's noticed me that have never actually seen my face they just stared bullying me for no reason they only know it's me all the time bc I'm the girl with the hoodie covering her face I started running and soon ran out of breath but not stopping to take a breath and use my inhaler because I know if they catch me I'm in for it bc I haven't been in school for weeks because of them when I was running I ran into someone and fell to the floor gasping for air and trying to find my inhaler that flew out of my hand when I fell "watch it!" The girl said "l-l-lo gua-d-di" (you watch it) I said still trying to reach my inhaler when I boy from
The group grabbed it and passed it to me but at this point I couldn't move and I felt my breathing slow down when I heard a familiar voice pushing people that crowded around me out the way "move it" I heard her "grif use your inhaler now" I was spaced out "GRIF..." she screamed digging her nails in me I inhaled a big breath like I just came back alive before using my inhaler. When I noticed that my hood was down and Tilly was in front of me with everyone staring "merda" (shit) I smacked my head dragging her away people following "I told you not to come to my school" I told her "I just saved your life and that's how you thank me, I only came because I came back early and you left your book bag" she replied "okay thanks now please go you stopped caring about me a few years back and so did I now go bye" I waved she looked hurt but left, I turned around putting my hood back up when a bich of people stared at me "what!?" I asked "tilly may-ly Smith is your sister" I nodded and looked down when someone smacked me in my face "you lier" heather, Brittany and Skyler all said I felt angry like I never normally am but that Did nothing they started throwing me around and hitting me leaving bruises....

A/n hope you enjoyed this first chapter byeeeeeeee💞✌️