i've seen better days.
i think i've found someone i admire. not in a "i want a romantic relationship with him" type of way but more like a "he's really funny and that's how i'd like to be" kind of way. i've certainly never shared real words with him. y'know... the kind of words that actually come from your mouth because to be quite frank.. i'm a little scared of talking to the dude. but i miss seeing his face and his body in all its glory, like a tower that's ready to topple over. i found myself looking at his favorite clothing brand today and wondering what size jeans would fit him haha. it went like this..
"well i feel like he'd fit in a large because he's so tall... but i feel like a large would be too big around the waist and he's a little skinny... so maybe a medium then? nahh that would be too short for him.. right?"
in the end i concluded that he most likely fits in a medium but i'm not really sure! so... that's it for today.
