"I'm not even half as pretty"
"Renjun you don't understand-"
once again Renjun cut Mark off
"You gave me hope Mark, you made me think there might actually be a chance, but I was wrong"
Flashback
(4th December)
"He kissed me!"
Renjun squealed
He had found Haechan during his free class, and had dragged the boy towards the field, where he ranted about everything that had happened the previous night
"When did yall kiss?!"
Haechan screamed trying to put the pieces together, again all Renjun kept saying was 'he kissed me', he's been saying that for the past 10 minutes
"Yesterday!"
"Oh finally, but damn you be getting that dick"
Haechan exclaimed, to which Renjun made a disgusted expression
"Please never say that again"
Haechan laughed innocently, while Renjun shuddered
"Hyuck! Injun!"
Someone called out the 2 boys
"Mark! Renjun was just telling me how good the ki-"
Before Haechan could finish his sentence, Renjun whipped his hand around his mouth pulling the younger in a headlock
"if you want to live, you're gonna shut the fuck up"
He let go of him and diverted his attention to Mark, who had taken a seat next to Haechan, worried why his friend was choking
"don't you have soccer practice?"
Renjun asked
"Teacher isn't present, so its a free class"
"wanna grab ice cream with us then?"
Haechan offered, who had finally stopped coughing,
Mark thought about it, grabbing his phone and scrolling through it before answering
"I would love too, But Jeno accepted my offer for lunch"
oh?
(One week later *flashback continues*)
Renjun could feel Haechans eyes boring into him
"Renjun, for the past week, Mark has been going out with Jeno, is there something going on between them?"
Haechan asked Renjun, the boy shrugged his shoulders in response, making Haechan more frustrated, the 2 focused on studying when they overheard a conversation between girls who sat 2 tables in front of them, Renjun and Haechan recognized them as the ones who always bullied down on Renjun
"Have you seen Jeno and Mark?"
"Of course I have! there like always together, it's adorable"
"who would've thought the schools ethreal sweetheart would date our Cute Markie"
Ethereal
How how much Renjun wanted to be called ethereal, though Haechan would disagree saying Renjun is prettier then Jeno, Renjun doubts what Mark would say
End of flashback
"I was being delusional, seeing you starstruck by Jeno, That's when I thought, I could never be like him"
uwu its ending
but yes Renjun is so fucking pretty
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FanficIf only Mark knew how Renjun felt, If only he realized sooner, if only he didn't let Jenos beauty blind him start: 9/9/2020