My father

Chapter five

RECAP: "Goodnight, sweetie" He said while shutting my door.

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"baby, it's not my fault. You can't be teasing me like that."

"You like it babygirl? You're a moaning mess, you can't deny it."

"You better not say a fucking word to ANYONE."

"Beg as much as you want Stella, but it excites me even more, babygirl."

Derek's words kept repeating in my nightmare, over and over.

My words kept repeating over and over as well.

"STOP, DEREK PLEASE IT HURTS!"

"Derek, stop! I don't want to do this."

The images of Derek hitting me, and touching me, kept replaying.

I woke up to myself screaming "STOP, DEREK!! IT HURTS PLEASE!"

I laid there on my bed, hoping my dad didn't hear me.

I get up and walk into my dads room. Without asking this time, I crawled into bed with him. He turned around and wrapped his arms around me. "I love you Stella, so much." I smiled, and began to fall asleep.

I felt protected and safe in my dads room. I need to tell him somehow. But I don't know how I'll be able to. I don't want him to see the pain i'm in. It won't seem to go away. My legs and jaw still hurts worse then it didn't before. How could any man do this to a woman?

*The next morning*

I woke up still in my dads room. Although, he was gone.

I get out of bed and go down the stairs, to realize that it's a Sunday, and my dad was at work.

On the weekends, my dad gets home at 3pm. So I watched T.V until I finally heard my dad pull in the driveway.

There were two knocks on the door. I smiled as I answered.

I opened the door, seeing someone who I hoped to never see again.

It was Derek...

I backed away quickly, trying to shut the door before he could get in. But it was too late. The man that I feared the most was standing right in front of me, smirking.

I did the only decision that was left, and I ran up to my room. But I was too slow. He pulled my legs at I ran up the stairs, causing me to tumble down. "FUCK YOU!" I screamed.

"Baby, you're just making this harder." he said while throwing me on the couch.

"My dads going to be here any minute Derek." I whispered as he got on top of me. "DEREK GET OFF, PLEASE!" I said while trying to push him off.

He started kissing my neck, while making his way to my chest. I hope my dad walks in soon, because I can't take this pain anymore.

He slapped my face, "Babygirl don't resist, I'll hit you even harder." He said while grabbing my throat.

I gasped for air, as I could feel the bruises forming on my face.

"Baby, this will only take a few minutes."
He said as he pulled his pants down.

A tear fell down my face. I'm facing my worst nightmare yet again.

He ripped my pants off, forcing himself inside of me. I screamed in pain, knowing that he would hit my again.

"Baby stop fighting, I know you want it. Be a good girl and take all of me." He said groaning. "Stella you're so damn tight."

His words made me want to throw up. I was so disgusted.

Once he was finally done he released on my stomach again, and got off me.

"I'm picking you up from school tomorrow. If you don't come with me then you'll regret it." he said as he shut my front door.

Derek left me without even cleaning me up. My leggings torn, bruises on my face, and drenched in tears. I should just stay here until my dad gets home, so he can see the way Derek left me.

My dad was right. He was just trying to protect me. He didn't want me around boys because he was afraid of this. It's all my fault, I should have listened.

I got up off the couch, falling to the floor. I started to cry because of how bad the pain was.

I went upstairs to take a shower, and to put on makeup to cover up my bruises. No matter how hard I tried, the pain wouldn't go away.