The crew and Captain whom I love

Ch.4 Fever Dream?

Zoro P.O.V
I woke up to luffy shaking me and looking starved "HEY ZORO YOU SAID YOU WERE GONNA COOK FOR ME 5 HOURS AGO!!" I looked at him suprised but also confused
"What the hell are you talking about I just cooked for you?" I asked and luffy looked even more confused

"No you didn't,you said you were long time ago and look at how many fish I've caught I've been trying to wake you up for the past 30 minutes!"

I looked down to the deck to see 2 full barrels of fish "w-wait you mean to tell me I've been asleep this whole time?!?"
Luffy looked at me like I was stupid "YES ISN'T THAT WHAT I JUST SAID!!" I rushed out and asked how long we've been on the boat "it hasn't even passed a day it's night already so please just cook something I'm hungry" luffy whined I looked at him flustered
"A-Alright I'll cook something right now" I went and picked up both barrels and put them in the fridge while cooking and started thinking to myself
What the fuck?. . .t-that was all a dream so that means I. . .I had a dream about b-bending luffy o-over the sink-

"OI ZORO WHAT'S TAKING SO LONG" I got frustrated "HOLD ON DAMMIT IM PUTTING IT ON A PLATE!!" I placed the plate in front of him and sat down drinking and thinking he ate half and I ate half then we went to our bedroom I noticed luffy looking at me blushing I decided to ignore it because I didn't want to deal with him I turned around and laid on my side he tapped me on the shoulder and asked why sanji and nami had a room together I just sighed
"They have a room together because they are together"
He looked at me confused so I went more in depth
"Ok look they get a room to themselves because they don't wanna be apart and want to sleep together they are comfortable with each other and love each other and they want to do THAT with each other" he looked like he understood I turned my head to go back to sleep then I felt him hug me I blushed but just looked at him like I didn't want it he got this sad look on his face and was about to let go until I grabbed his arm and pulled him in a tighter hug he blushed even more and told me that he want's a room just for me and him I got flustered and a thought came into my head "wtf t-this is wrong I can't like my captain h-he's. . ." My words were cut off when luffy kissed me I felt his warm lips press against mine I blushed but I pushed him off while yelling

"WTF THAT'S DISGUSTING"

I realized what I said after a couple seconds of wiping my mouth when I looked down at him on the floor looking up at me with fear and sadness and tears filling his eyes I looked at him wide eyed and horrified at what I just said I tried to reach for him and he ran out of the room yelling

"I-IM SO SORRY!! I JUST WANTED TO SEE HOW IT FELT TO KISS SOMEONE YOU L-LIKED!!?!"

My eyes started to tear up as the word "Liked"echoed in my head i-i messed up n-no luffy plz. . .I like you too. I sat on the bed dazed and disappointed,angry at myself I laid down crying silently as I heard luffy cry and sniff I wanted to run out and hug him give him kisses and tell him I loved him but what would the crew think? I forced myself to sleep

Author's P.O.V
They ignored and avoided each other for the whole time they had to themselves and even when the crew was there they ignored each other sanji felt off about the whole thing because he would be up late cleaning the kitchen when he would hear luffy cry while sitting on top of the sunny head asking "why" and "I should've known" he decided to confront zoro and ask him what the hell happened while they were gone. Zoro was in the lookout tower working out sanji came and stood in the corner lighting a cigarette in the process

"Oi what's wrong with luffy?"

Zoro froze at the question

What the hell do you mean what's wrong with him?

"I mean he's been crying on the sunnys head for the past few days and you've been avoiding him so. . .I'll ask again what the hell happened while we were gone"

Zoro reluctant stayed silent for a few minutes then explained the whole thing sanji stood there shocked as zoro explained what happend with the dream and what happened when he woke up sanji just looked at zoro and told him he was an idiot zoro tried to defend himself but sanji explained

"You really think it would be gross for you to date each other just because you're both men??I mean I know it's not the same but think of me and nami you all were surprised because it seemed that she would never like me and yet here we are and you guys got used to it so why wouldn't it be the same??"

Zoro sat in a daze as sanji said this and started wondering if it was really ok to like luffy and have their own room together he was about to say something until luffy interuppted him and told sanji nami wanted him sanji sighed then smiled
"Oi luffy can you stay here real quick then"
Luffy kinda embarrassed said sure and sat where sanji was and stayed in there for 10 minutes as sanji disappeared zoro looked at luffy and luffy kept his gaze down then luffy broke the silence

"I know your uncomfortable with me so I'll just go" he said as tears started to form as he was not over the incident zoro saw and grabbed luffy's wrist and said to stay luffy tried to protest but zoro gently pulled him and sat him down

"Look im sorry luffy for pushing you and yelling at you"
Luffy looked very embarrassed and told zoro that it was fine but zoro could tell it hurt luffy much more then he intended luffy got up and tried to go out of the watchtower until zoro pulled him back roughly and kissed him luffy wide eyed now was blushing a very bright red

■Hello Author 💚TRASHY❤ here im sorry I've been gone a long time due to covid I have lost 4 people important to me in a month and a half and I've been stressed and have been failing all my class which in turn made my mom take my phone away so I found my old phone and am using this to continue writing again I would like to apologize to all of you who have been reading this story or have just started daily postings will be the same schedule Thank you have a great day/night 😊🤗