Serendipity

11: broken feelings

Ji's pov.

After a beautiful day, I went again home. I couldn't remember when I had the last time that much fun.
It was just a beautiful memory I had get with my best friend.

I slowly walked from the car to our house and after I opened the door, I heard my mother yelling at my older brother.
I didn't think twice and walked in the room and saw my mom angry. I slowly asked what was wrong as I loved minie he was my beloved older brother who cared so much about me.

"YOU... You can go Seungmin. Kim Jisung sit down u useless peace of shit." I flinched as she said that.
I was used to get this hate, but it still hurt.
every time I heard that. Then again, she started to tell me how useless I was and how I didn't do anything right.

She scolded me for every little mistake I did if I had forgot to trow a bottle away or didn't make the dishes well, I got daily scaled.
I maybe could take once of this daily, but sometimes I just broke down after hearing her angry voice. I could take this now really well but still, I broke down at night time cried until 2am remembered my past how I was used and believed I could trust my friends which leaved me again after we went to different schools.
I guess Felix was the only person what didn't leave me alone from my friends.

I was with my mind somewhere else as I felt someone gripping my hair harsh.

"Are you even listening to what I'm saying Jisung." She screamed in my face.
"Mother I'm sorry I didn't want to I just was thinking about something." I said and tried not to stutter while talking.
"Thinking? you can use this pretty little head for thinking how you will find your mate I feel sorry for myself, still having you here. You're a dammit omega find yourself a mate or I will do that for our companies sake." She slammed my face against the table and left. I heard how the front door was slammed.
At the same time my tears fell down my soft cheeks. I stood up and heard a sound what properly was my brother, running the stairs down.

I tried walking out of the living room but my legs were feeling so weak and gave in before I could exist the living room.
I looked up to me my brothers face and started crying my heart out. I just couldn't keep it for myself.

The mask I was wearing to not show my pain, it broken. I just couldn't keep it it anymore it was to much.

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I never cried in front of anyone

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I never showed my pain and helped everyone else

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I always only helped everyone

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but now I needed help, for the firs time ever.

Even if it was late I couldn't fall asleep. My sobbing creeping me awake and not letting me breath normally.

The next day I was feeling like death.
As someone took my whole power and did let me look like a living zombie.
My eyes where still red and my skin pal as a withe petal.
But the saddest thing was I still was smiling as nothing happened. I never could get this smile away. I smiled my pain away, as always.

I took my things and walked out of the house it still was early but I thought maybe now was the perfect time too meet him.
I walked to the school garden and heard someone humming a beautiful melody.

"Min?" I head a 'hmm?' and my mood light up. And I hugged the person what was there. But this smell I remember to have smell it somewhere once.
"Hannie don't u want to sit next to me I even cant see your face." He chuckled adorable.
As he said I sat next to him and realized why I known him. It was MINho from my class.

"I didn't think to see you here so early but are u feeling good you look withe like snow." I hummed as yes. I didn't lie I felt so much better after I jusy saw him.
"sungie, do you remember anything about our friendship?" I looked down at my hand. I couldn't remember anything at all. I felt guilty he maybe was now disappointed.

But instead of he being annoyed I felt him slowly patting my head.
"I guess then we have a lot to talk about." He smiled 'what a cute smile' I tought but slapped me mentally u just meeted him idiot Whay are u like this. But having him as mate wouldn't be that bad hmm....

"How I wish you would be my mate" I accidently said out loud.
"huh sungie what?"
"Ehhh no I didn't say this now loud didn't I" I sad hiding myself behind my hands.

"If I would tell you I am your mate how much would u believe me?" I looked at him. I heard that so often that people said where mates, but it always was a lie to just hit on me. I stood up annoyed ready to walk away.

he just was one of them what was I even thinking they all the same. "sungie I know you are now annoyed as everyone said that. I know its not like your still to young to smell any scent it u don't have this ability, like every wolf and this gives you trust issue as everyone you know used this against you. But even if you will hate me and will refuse to talk to me. Where are mates as the moon goodness decide this for us. I can understand if you don't love me and declied to reject me I will accept everything. I'm happy as long you are happy." He said letting my hand go and jus smiled.
I looked in his beautiful brow eyes which didn't show any regret of saying this. Did he really love me that much?

I slowly sat down. I could the that he was confused. "you have such a beautiful heart min I will believe u but please don't lie like the others at me." He hummed.
Min got a text, "Looks like our first class will be cancelled."
"From where u know that?" I asked curios.
"a friend names christiano bangnaldo told me that." I couldn't hold it as I heard this name.
"you mean chan?" I laughed out tears in my eyes from laughing.

"Ehhh that's what I just said." Min said joining my laughing. I the laid down on his lap.
"U know its really peaceful here I like it here." He just hummed

"I like it too but now even more as you're here with me." Could fell how I blushed badly and held my cheeks.
Calm down jisung u still don't know him maybe he's playing with you
'playing my ass don't be like this u stupid squirrel of a human' I chuckled as j.one's words as I known he was joking while saying that as he laughed after it.

? pov

"I didn't expect them to find each other so fast-"
"maybe." I flinched as I saw who was next to me in one hand I felled like my whole body frozen and I wanted to cry in fear but at the same time I just wanted to-

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A/N

Stay safe baby angels