Lauren's POV
I am currently with juju at this ice cream place because her and Johnny went to the mall yesterday without me. So now I'm excluding Johnny from a I guess laurannie day.
"So where do you wanna go next lolo"
"Let's go to that golfing course I saw"
"Sure"
We then left and walked to the golfing place and were talking as we played. Well while me and juju are talking about absolutely pointless things I'm going to tell you something.
Every time juju comes back for a long period of time me and Johnny kinda compete over her. So we are trying to be fair, for now but girls are naturally closer.
Yet somehow juju and Johnny are closer, it's probably only because they have always been close and very I guess you could say compatible.
Since me and juju weren't even one yet, Johnny was one and Carson was two we have known each other. Juju and Johnny were always the crazy adventures ones, me and Carson were the bossy and rule follower ones.
I guess that's how it's always been, maybe because they where the younger ones. Carson is older than johnny and I'm older than juju.
Anyways I've always wished to be closer to juju, but this is still good.
"So school starts on Monday juju, how you feeling"
"Good actually and this year I'm not going to eat in the library"
"Wait what?"
"Oh uhm I wasn't supposed to say anything"
She looked down and I made her look up at me.
"Juju tell me"
She sighed and pulled me towards these grassy fields where there was no people.
"If I tell you, you can't tell anyone. I haven't told anyone this, not even john. So you can't tell johnny"
I nod sorta confused.
"I used to eat in the cafeteria at my old school and this one kid would always slap my food out of my hands. So I ate in the library, but he found me and did the same thing again." She sighed
"Then I stopped eating so he would stop, but it got worse the nurses would physically force me to eat" juju continued "and that guy started physically hurting me, he would slap me and sometimes cut me with a knife"
I covered my mouth and pulled her into a hug.
"I'm so sorry that was happening to you juju"
"It's okay, you didn't know and even if you did there was nothing you could do about it"
"But why didn't you tell anyone"
"Everyone was going through their own shit" juju continued "my mom was busy fucking her boyfriend, hayley was so little and I already had to get her food and walk her to school"
"My dad was so busy on Carson and that was Carson's total dick phase"
"Omg I remember Johnny's dick phase, you could only tell it was his dick phase because he was mean to you too"
"Yea he called me a brat and then I didn't talk to him for a whole day and then he wouldn't stop apologizing"
"That's so sweet, anyways why didn't you tell me or Johnny?"
"That was around the time when you had your first relationship and first break up"
"Oh yea and that was when johnny kinda knocked the shit out of the dude that cheated on me"
"And that is why I never told john, he would've never let it go and he also would've kicked that dudes ass"
"You're probably right about that, at least he can't do that to you anymore"
"Yea"
We then went back to the golf course and continued golfing. After that we went to juju's house and were in her room.
"Let's listen to some music" juju said as she put on her playlist on her computer.
She pressed play and as songs were playing me and juju were jamming out and dancing like complete idiot's.
Then we heard yelling coming from downstairs, juju sighed and I was kinda confused. She turned off the music and looked at me.
"It's my parents, they are fighting again"
"What, how there separated"
"It's over the phone like usual, its about Carson and hayley"
"I thought they separated to stop the arguments"
"Me too, I wish at least"
"Why didn't you tell me"
"I guess I've been keeping a lot of secrets Lolo and I'm so sorry"
"Does Johnny know?"
"He found out a couple days ago when he was hanging out with Carson and I had to explain it to him"
"Oh okay"
"I'll go talk to my dad"
I nodded as she left, but I secretly followed her and hid up by the stairs but could still hear the conversation.
But it wasn't what I expected, she didn't go to talk to anyone, she went into the kitchen and started freaking out.
She started talking to herself,
"Juli your okay, its nothing" she said as she grabbed a glass of water. "Juli chill"
Her hands started shaking and slid down a wall crying dropping the glass on the ground still intact.
"Shit! Why is this happening to me" she said as she wrapped her arms around her knees.
"Your useless julianna, your parents never stop" she grabbed the glass and threw it at a wall and it shattered.
She just bursts into tears even more and started hyperventilating. I then ran downstairs and over to her pulling her into a hug.
She just cried on my shoulder and still was hyperventilating. I pulled away from the hug and made her look at me,
"Juju breathe"
Her breathing slowly went back to normal.
"Juju what happened, what's wrong"
"I think I've been having anxiety attacks"
"Why?"
"My parents are thinking of getting back together"
"What!? Really!?"
"I don't think I can handle that"
"It's okay, I'm here for you"
"Thanks lolo"
We soon later cleaned up the shattered glass pieces and then went back into juju's room and danced to music again.
