Lauren's POV
Me and juju can finally have a girls night, we just finished the movie and we were on my bed talking about random stuff.
"I kinda have a serious question Lolo"
"Okay ask away juju"
"Did you ever know a boy named caleb?"
After she asked that I was a bit shocked, but didn't show it.
"Yeah, why?"
"Oh uhm no reason I just was wondering" she said as she ran her hand through her hair.
It was silent for a minute and I think It was time for me to tell annie my deepest secret that Johnny doesn't even know about.
I also kinda just figured this out a few days ago,
"Juli I have something kinda serious to tell you too" I said hesitantly.
"Okay, spill the tea" she said kinda jokingly.
"Juli I'm serious!" I said raising my voice a bit.
"Okay, laur tell me" she said giving me a sincere look this time.
"I think I'm bi" I said hesitantly as I looked down fiddling with my fingers.
"Lolo you dont..." she was a bit hesitant to ask me, but continued "...like me like that, right?"
I looked up at her and sighed
"Not necessarily, I don't know. Now I feel stupid" I said as I put my hands over my face.
"Laur your not stupid, I think your just confused. But you know that we are bestfriends, right?" She said as she pulled me into a hug.
"I know, please don't tell anyone, especially john I don't want anyone to know"
"Ofcourse laur" she then continues "so when we have are annual boy talk, it has to be boy and girl talk?"
I got all flustered by just me admitting about liking girls and guys.
"I don't know yet juju"
"Okay, lolo. Well I think it's time for us to go to bed" juli said as she looked at the clock and get under the covers for bed.
"Okay" I kinda muttered under my breath quietly.
I have been up for a few hours thinking while juju was sleeping.
'Do I like juju like that'
'I'm scared to tell my family'
Those two main thoughts wouldn't leave my head. I then looked over at juli and thought, nope I don't like her like that.
But I couldn't sleep so I decided to just see if Johnny was awake and maybe tell him.
So I walked into his room and saw him smiling at his phone as he laid on his bed with his light off. I then quickly turned his light on and walked over to him,
"Lauren, we talked about this you have to knock!" Johnny said as he sat up more on his bed.
"Johnny I need to talk to you about something serious" I said as I looked down and kinda fiddling with my hands.
"Okay? Sit" he said as he moved over a bit so I could sit next to him, which I did.
"You can't tell mom and dad, okay johnny?" I said as I looked up at him.
"Okay?" He said a bit confused.
"Okay," I paused and took a Deep breath then continued "I think I'm bi" I said looking at Johnny and he was shocked.
