My Mafia Lover

" Touch"

(This story contains mature themes and sexual references)

Just a quick message, Chanel's actions in this chapter are quite shocking considering what had just happened to her so please bear with her as she is her own person and can do what she wants. I am most certainly not trying to brush off sexual assault like it's nothing because it is and I'm an advocate for it and I have spoken to people who have been in those types of positions so please don't get upset that if what Chanel is doing after what happened is wrong because it is, but it's a story and anything can happen in a story and I'm sorry if you don't like what's happening in this chapter. If that's the case I would advise for you to exit my story or skip to the 15th chapter.

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I decided to keep on the black lamp he had on his black bedside table which had a photograph of him I assume when he was quite young with his equally attractive father and his gorgeous mother. They looked so happy but the thing is with Kai he hasn't said one thing about his mother and I know I just met him but he sort of seems like a mothers boy at heart.

Struggling to fall asleep I got up and went to the bathroom and rubbed my face and got back into bed. I still felt like absolute shit because of everything that had happened today and my wound was still hurting but at the late hours of this night I started to feel something else that I felt just recently, I was aroused again but this time everything was tingling, even the bits where I didn't want to be touched where excited, I was obviously sexually frustrated.

Then something happened I started touching myself, I was touching myself and it felt magical, I had never felt a feeling like this before, this is what Kai did to me. Of course I have touched myself before but how I touched myself tonight was different from any other time every other time it was usually for fun but now it was because of him and as I started to get more into it I found myself being quite loud and having to stop myself and then I sighed because of the pleasure. This was so wrong I was literally in Kai's bed and after what happened to me! How could I possibly touch myself after that disgusting creature had his hands on me, I am such a whore but I couldn't help myself it just smelt like him and I don't know what happened, I regret that so much.

I assumed the time was around three o'clock and the moon shined through the window and I still couldn't sleep and I was still extremely horny so much so that I got up and went to find Kai, I couldn't stop myself everything now was betraying me even my stupid brain thought that this was a good idea. I tried to keep reminding myself of what happened to me that day but none of that mattered because in this very moment I wanted something and I knew he wanted it as well.