Mattias pov:
FUCK
Why did i do that, god i'm an idiot, i have to talk to her.
I walked back to my room and sat down in my desk chair, before she came over i was studying for the history test next week, i can't get that kiss out of my head it was amazing, her perfect lips, her soft skin and long beautiful brown hair.
It hurt when she pulled away, i've liked her since 7th grade, why the hell did josh have to come into the picture i fucking hate him she could have been mine by now.
I check if she has an instagram, she doesn't, how about snapchat? i found her snap after like 30 minutes and i added her, ill send her a message in the morning.
she's the only girl i've ever actually felt something for, i hate myself for bullying her but i was mad and hurt, i just wished i talked to her when josh broke up with her.
ALEX'S POV:
I ran out of the house i didn't know what to do that was the most perfect kiss i've ever had it made me feel like i was on cloud 9, he's so perfect his lips are so gentle but filled with hunger, his eyes are full of desire and passion, his hair is so silky and dark, stop i can't be thinking like this, but i can't help it he's just so perfect, i just wish the last few years didn't happen.
If he hadn't had bullied me all those years i would have let us continue but i can't just forget all the stuff he's done to me.
notifications: mattia polibio has added you on snapchat
I added him back because i didn't get my answers and still need to talk to him.
I walked through my front door and said hi to my mom, she was couponing at the dining table "hi honey, leftovers are in the fridge if your hungry" "thanks mom" i grabbed some rice and chicken and headed up into my room.
I slipped into these pajamas,
And ate my food while watching the last season of 13 reasons why, i decided to go to sleep after episode 9 so i brushed my hair and got under the blanket.
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Me and my bully- mattia polibio
FanficHi I'm Alex Verdugo I'm a 17 year old girl, me and the trio were best friends since were still using crayons to write our spelling homework but freshman year that all changed, read to find out what happens with Alex and mattia