Something they didn't know |Jenkai|

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*Dec.31,2018 at 11:59 am*

I was so happy today because any seconds now it's new year, my girls and Kai is here, ofcoarse there's chanyeol and rosè minding there own business, honestly they are so sweet, I wonder where did it start

I was just scrolling in my Instagram feed when suddenly news from 'Inspatch' announced that me and Kai is secretly dating, gosh I thought they did'nt knew about our relationship, but now I realize they post a relationship update every jan.1 of the year

I got up and pulled Kai into the balcony, he's confused right now, but he smiled to me

"What's going on baby?" He asked smiling, I don't want to see his reaction so I gave my phone to him and I turn back, wherever happens im scared, what if we broke up, what if he dump me right away?, Would I forgive him?

But I was shocked when he wrapped his arms around my waist, and he rest his chin in my shoulders

"This is good, if your company and my company didn't agree to it, so be it, but I promised you I'll stay by your side, whatever happens I'll stay okay?" After that he kissed me, i kissed him back with same intensity, I loved this guy so much, I'm willing to sacrifice my career for him, I don't care if judgemental people say that I'm a disappointment, as long as I'm happy with him, I choose Kai

"Unnie did you see th- oh! Nevermind" I saw rosè come back inside, gosh she saw that were kissing

After the kissed he cupped my face and kissed my forehead, "just promised me one thing okay?, Don't give up to this relationship, because I can't , and I wouldn't do that" I just nod to him, me too I wouldn't do that, even it's hard for us, even it's prohibited because of our work, I promised to stay by his side and hold his hand tightly

*Next morning*

"Unnie wake up, our ceo said we need to be at the company right now" and because of that I quickly got up and showered as fast as I can,
Fucked you inspatch, arghhhh!!

*At the company*

"Jennie why did you this?!, Are you that dumb?, You are so stubborn as hell!, If you keep doing this shit there's a consequence!" I just started to tear up because I'm angry, and guilty

"I don't care about the consequences, I fucking love Kai, sir, I can sacrifice my job because of him, that's how much I love him!, And if the consequence is to quit my job so be it, I would gladly accept it sir" the 3 girls are so scared and afraid, they said if one of us is leaving, blackpink will disband, I care about the girls very much, but I care for Kai also

"Okay if that's what you want, but I promise you Jennie, after your new comeback, we will not do as good as your past songs, but we will do good, okay?" The CEO smiled at me, I went to him and give him a hug, he is a good CEO after all

"And about rosè and chanyeol, don't get caught okay?" We all have wide eyes, how did he know?

"You silly girls, you have a cctv in the living room and the balcony, I see Jennie and Kai kissing scene there" all girls laughed so hard, but I hid my face under my palms

Ughhh, this is so embarrassing

*At the house of the girls*

"You know unnie I'm scared when you said that you can sacrifice your own career for kai sunbae" I just nod at Lisa, even me I was scared, if the CEO agree I'm sure blackpink will disband

I call Kai and he greet me with his happy voice

"Hello my jendeuk, yours and my entairtainment, confirm it that we in a relationship, I love you Jennie, I love you more than anyone else, except for my family hahahaha" im so happy hearing Kai's voice, he is like a kid

"So where are we going now?" I was shocked when the Line went off, and the doorbell rang

I quickly get up and open the door, and there he is, the love of my life,

"Jennie, before I forgot, my company says that after 1 month we will broke up, for the sake of the internet ofcoarse, but in reality were still together, you got you're world tour right?, Pretend that you are sad okay?, Hahaha" I laughed at that too, their company seems crazy, but I like it, as long as we're together, if our fans will believe that kind of news they are hilarious!

I love Kai so I will never broke up to him, even God says so

"I love you Kai, and thanks for choosing me, I love you so much" I hug him tightly and I kissed his neck

He push me slowly, I wonder why he did that?, Oh is he turn on?,

"Jennie don't do that again, if you don't want to be a mother right away" I was so shocked, gosh with that simple kissed?

He is really sensitive, how funny

"I love you jennie, I don't know what to do if you don't came into my life, you are the greatest gift that  God gave me, and I promised to treasure you no matter what, and I'm sorry if I quickly got jealous, I don't want any man laid his eyes on you, your mine and always be mine, God created you to be mine and mine alone" I looked at the other direction because I'm started to tearing up, I know Kai is not that affectionate and he did not say much about his feelings, but when he says that you became emotional

After that we cuddle in bed, I hope I stay with him forever, I know that our relationship is just started, but my feelings for him is until we finished this journey of our love.