Something they didn't know |Jenkai|

A promise

Today is my promise to Kai, I will sing best part by Daniel Caesar and H.E.R,

🎵 you don't know babe, when you hold me, and kiss me slowly is the sweetest thing🎵

I thought about him when I sing this song, I want to apologize to him so badly, but he don't pick up his phone when I'm calling

🎵And it don't change, if I had in my way, you would know that you are🎵

Even though he's angry to me right now, my feelings will never change

🎵You're the coffee that I need in the morning, you're my sunshine in the rain when it's pouring, won't you give yourself to me, give it all, oh🎵

He's my coffee in the morning, my day would not be complete if I don't see him, he's my happiness when I'm sad

🎵I just wanna see.. I just wanna see how beautiful you are, you know that I see it, I know you're a star, where you go I follow no matter how far, if life is a movie, oh you're the best part.. oh.. you're the best part.. oh.. best part🎵

The lyrics is perfect for what I feel today, I love him, i need him but he seem don't care

I never thought that one day in my life, I would sing in front of many people hearing my sorry to my man, I know that they didn't know it, but I know that have a clue

When I'm done singing I notice a one guy and hell he I my best friend when I'm in new zealand, he's Travis

"Miss me my gf?" I quickly run to him and hug him, gosh I miss this guy so much, "stop calling me gf"  I slightly punch him in the chest, he always call me that, and I miss it

"I will never stop calling you that name"  he just stick out his tongue, how annoying right?, But I forgive him because he's my best friend

I pinched his cheeks, and hug him again

He said that he treat me food, who am I to declined it right?, And it's food duh!

I quickly grabbed my phone when suddenly it ring

*My Kai calling*

I quickly answered him

"Where are you?!" He sound so mad right now, and because I don't want another fight, I didn't mention my friend

"I'm in my room, playing music" please believe me "okay, now you're lying with me, what's next?" I freezed when I heard a voice behind me, and when I turned I see Kai who is fuming bad, his eyes are bloodshot

"Who's this fucking guy? Answer me?!" It's a good thing, this place is hidden, so no one can see us shouting

"Chill bro, she's only my bestfriend, by the way I'm Travis" Travis offered hi hand but Kai punched him in the face, I was shock so I quickly ran to Travis, and I looked at Kai with my bloodshot eyes

"Don't talk because I'm not talking to you" I was shock when he pulled me, I struggle with his grip, I want to run, but his grip is so wrong, and I'm sure it will leave a mark later

"Jendeukie, you know that I love you right?, even you hurt me, even you get angry at me, I still love you, I don't fucking know why, but every single day I'm falling to you" am I hurting him too much?, I don't know that's how he feels, but he is still fighting for our relationship

That how much he loves me

I'm shocked when I see his tears flowing, this is my first time seeing him crying right in front of me, and I'm hurting because I'm the reason why he is crying, and because of that I feel bad to myself, I should not make him cry like this

"I was hurt because I'm ready to forgive you, but I saw you happy with him, so why would I waste my time to bother you, I told you that you're my mine, but what if you don't feel the same way?, I think I left you with no choice" I stayed silent I don't want to speak, I wanna know about his feelings

"but you know what hurts the most?, it's your smile to him, when I'm with you I don't see that smile, it's a different smile jendeuk, fuck about being friends with him, I think that's the smile of the in love person!" and because I can't control it, I kissed him, he's talking nonsense now

He's kissing me back, didn't I mention that we're on the car right now?

He pushed me and he lower the seat, and now he's in top of me, but we don't let go of our kiss, I missed his kisses, hell I miss him

His kisses went to my cheeks, down to my neck, I moan his name because of that sensation, his hands started to touch my breast, and gosh it feels good

I was moaning over and over again, and because he's in top of me, I notice that his friend down there is started to get stiffed, I was nervous right now, I dont want toose my virginity inside a car, hell is that possible?

And before I could think that, Kai stopped kissing me, and he started to drive, I was shocked when we stopped in his condo, I thought he forget about what were doing later, I thought he was taking me home, but I was wrong

When we were at the front of his door, he quickly put the pass code and unlock it, he grabbed me and he kissed me roughly, God what's with his kisses?!

"I fucking love you" I stopped kissing him when he say that thing, this is not my first time hearing those words to him,

"I fucking love you too my Kai"