Dean walked over to me.
"What was that all about? I thought you liked Crowley. I'm letting it slide with Crowley but Lucifer... No." I rolled my eyes.
"Dean you have to remember.. I'm not human. I an a fuckin Archangel. I don't think your in a place of telling Me what to do. I could literally just snap and you can die. " I told him. I saw a emotion that Dean usually never shows. Sadness.
"Yeah but you won't do it. I know you too well." He said.
"Obviously not well enough." I sighed walking outside for fresh air. I have been doing that a lot. I started walking down the road. I felt angry for no reason at all. It made me feel angry just thinking about it... God... I feel like an angry Pomeranian.. While I was walking I saw a trail that leads into the woods. I decided to follow it.
Deans POV.
I walk up to Sam.
"Sam.. She's really starting to change." I looked him in the eye. He could tell I was serious.
"Yeah... I have noticed to... It's almost like.. Her angel side took over after she found out."
"Yeah because she was lied to her entire life." Sam nodded to my response...
"We should get her a d-" I cut him off.
"Sam.. I swear... If you say a dog I will punch you."
"D-inosaur...... " We both just stared at each other for a solid ten seconds.
"I hate you..."
"Love you too. " Sam smiled and grabbed a beer out of the fridge.
"Hey... Do you smell something burning..." Sam smelled the air and he had a concerned face. When they rushed to the smell they noticed that Donna was starting a bonfire in the backyard. Sam smiled and went over to help her add more wood to the fire. Dean just grabbed his own beer and watched them from a distance. "Man... I wish it was like this all the time." I said thinking out loud. I didn't realize that one of the angels were standing next to me.
"Hello dean." I turn around to see cas.
"Cas! Where did you go off to?" I ask him with a smile.
"I was following Y/n.."
"Anything interesting." I asked.
"She was crying in the middle of the woods.."
"Did you go talk to her to find out what was wrong..? "
"No. 'He' beat me to it." I cringed at his name. "I think 'He' is planning something."
"He always is.... Well.. Let's not think about it for now.. Grab a beer. We are gonna relax by the fire." I Pat Cas' back and went to sit with Donna and Sam.
Your POV.
While I was walking through the woods I just started thinking about random things. How I have only been causing Sam and dean more trouble than they needed. Being too clingy when it came to me and Crowley.. Dealing with these cases I have become too violent. I sit down on a fallen tree and rested my elbows on my knees and rested my head in my hands. I was facing the ground and started crying. I really didn't have many reasons to.. It just feels like the whole world is resting on my shoulders and I'm all alone. The weight from the world is painfully pushing me down to my knees. And once I get there... I know I won't be able to get back up. It will just keep going down until I am completely nothing. As I'm sitting there crying I didn't notice the man Crouch down in front of me and pull me into a hug. I hugged back, not really caring at this point who it was, and the person told me to just take deep breaths. I did as they said. I knew who it was right when they started talking. He put his hands on the sides of my face, wiping away the tears, and he pulled me in for a kiss. I kissed back and leaned closer into him. He pulled me close to him and lays me on the ground. He gets on top of me and continues to kiss. His hands slid down my waist and he started sliding his hands under my shirt as I started taking off his.
Sam's POV
While we were enjoying the Bonfire and bonding time I looked around.
"Where is Y/n?" Everyone else looked around as if they just noticed she was gone as well.
"She went for a walk." A voice came out of no where from behind us. We all turned around to see chuck.
"The hell are you doing here?" Dean asked being a little tipsy.
"Just stopping by. Checking on my two favorite winchesters." He said.
"I don't like that... " Dean said while shaking his head. I nodded in agreement.
"Why are you really here chuck?" I asked.
"Honestly... Boredom.." He shrugged.
None of this felt right but since he was God himself we couldn't really complain.
"Can't you go bother someone else?" Dean asked.
"Well I would be bothering Y/n to tell her something but.. She's a little occupied." He said shrugging.
"What.. Did she go one a hunt without us?" Dean asked.
"Nah. Nothing serious, just chilling in the woods didn't want to interrupt." While everyone was talking I looked out the corner of my eye to see a confused Donna. I couldn't remember if we explained it to her or not. But I guess if we didn't already she definitely knows now.
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Surprise... Merry Christmas.. A short chapter... Sorry about that. Rough year, schools rough, I'm sure y'all understand. Sorry if a few things were repeated from last chapter or if something is a little off. It has been a while since I updated this book.
