I woke up and looked around seeing it was about 4 in the morning. I started feeling less tired. I haven't been sleeping so much. I'm not really hungry. More energy, I can run longer. I'm a lot stronger. I guess it's just because of me being... Me. I walked outside and sat on top of my car. I look up at the sky taking in a deep breath. I then heard the sound of wings. Cas sat next to me.
"Hey Cassie." I smiled slightly.
"How are you feeling y/n? " Cas looked at me unsure.
"I'm.... I'm not doing that good. I don't even know how to control my powers. What I can do? How powerful I can be. And I have a crush on the king of hell himself. So I really don't know Cas. " I vented out.
"We will figure this out. Don't worry." Cas then flew away. Then I heard footsteps.
"What was feathers here for. " I froze. Worried that he might have been listening to the conversation. I mean. Yeah we kissed and stuff but.. I doubt he actually has feelings. He is a demon for Chuck's sake.
"Oh.. He. He was just checking up on me." I said with a slight smile.
"You know... Before you even knew you were an angel. You were so childish, and adorable, but ever since they told you, you started to act different." He said.
"That's because my whole life was a lie, my child was killed before birth, and I'm some 'important role' in this whole mess. So I'm sorry if I act different. " I replied with a tinge of anger. Then Crowley wrapped his arm around my shoulder and I leaned against him. I felt a wave of tiredness hit like a truck. He was so warm and comfortable. I cuddled up to him and slowly fell asleep.
-&- Crowley-&-
"You are so beautiful and I have never had feelings before. Except when the Winchesters tried to make me human. But even when I was a human, I have never experienced this feeling. Y/n M/n Winchester. I know we barely know each other, but... I think I'm in love with you." I waited for a reply. But instead I got a soft snore from her. I look down at her and sigh. "So much for perfect timing." I said to myself. I picked her up and carried her into her room. She wrapped her arms around my neck and I smiled. I try setting her on the bed but she wouldn't let go of me, so instead I laid down beside her. I felt her cuddle up to me.
-&-Lucifer-&-(weird right?)
I was getting ready to go ask y/n if she was alright, but then the Winchesters pet went to talk to her. When he left then Crowley did. Then of course, she fell asleep. I turn around to walk away, but I come face to face with Gabe.
"Hey big bro. What'cha lookin at? " He asked.
"I was just checking up on the kid." I told him. He looked at me funny.
"By just standing here? You know what will happen if them two get together that's why you have to intervene. " Gabe explained.
"Why me? I don't want to ruin her happiness. I actually care for her. Why not you? Haven't you two kissed?" I asked and his faced turned 50 shades of red.
"Y-yes but... That's not the point."
"Oh yeah, then what is? "
"We just- I cant- you know. "
"No I don't. Please elaborate."
"I'm her guardian angel. I protected and watched over her because dad said soon enough there would be someone special. He said we would know it when we see it. We all thought that it was just going to be Sam and Dean. But when Y/n was born... That's when I knew. And that is when Dad sent me. I watched her grow up. By now she sees me as an older brother or a dad. She doesn't see me as a man to be with anymore. Don't you think she would have called for me at any of these times. Seriously... Think about it." I was speechless. Gabe just looked at me once more before flying away. Probably to hook up with some porn stars. I flew into Y/n's room and Crowley looked at me funny.
"Why are you here?" He asked.
"Checkin' up on my favorite archangel."
"You have been acting different, treating people and the Winchesters, the demons and everything on this world differently... Why?"
"I'm Lucifer, who knows. Maybe I suddenly turned human. Or even better, actually liked dads creations." I laughed quietly trying not to wake her.
"You're truly a disappointment."
"Wow... That hurt deep... I'll remember that later on." I flew away.
-&_back to Crowley_&-
I was confused by Lucifer's appearance and little speech. That thing makes me question why he lives. Chuck must have been desperate while creating Lucifer. That Prideful, Envious, Emotionless little... Thing. Like a gnat that won't leave you alone or keeps buzzing in your mind. As I cuddle up with y/n I pull the blankets up to my shoulder and fall asleep.
It only felt like seconds until I was woken up. Y/n was telling me to get ready because we were not stopping at anymore motels. It is about a twelve hour drive until we are back at the bunker. I hope she will be okay.
&&& Your POV (not gonna lie. It took me about seven tries to write POV) &&&
I grabbed my bag and head to the bathroom. I take a quick shower, I brush my hair, brush my teeth, put on my undergarments, a pair of black ripped skinny jeans, a black tee shirt that's tucked in, a black belt, black combat boots, grey flannel and a grey beanie. I also decided to wear my black sunglasses that I bought but never used. I walked out and Crowley snapped and he was wearing his usual suit. We walked outside and my brothers just looked at me.
"What? " I asked looking between the two.
"Nothing..." Dean said but they kept staring.
"Is it all the black?" I asked.
"Maybe?" Sam said.
"Is it the sunglasses?" Sam and dean stared for a second.
"U- yup, definitely the sunglasses... When did you even get those? " Sam asked.
"I got them when it was just me Gabe an..." I cut myself off not wanting to bring 'him' up.
"Were you gonna say someone else or no? " Dean asked but I shook my head no. After a little bit more talking we finally hit the road and started the twelve hour trip. I got in my car and started it up. Feeling the car rumble as the engine roared to life was one of the most satisfying thing to me. Crowley got in the Impala. Dean probably made him. A little ways on our journey I started to feel dizzy. Sam, Dean and Crowley were already ahead. Then my vision began to blur. I tried getting my eyes adjusted but it wouldn't work. Suddenly a loud ringing in my head began to go off. It caused my to put both of my hands on my head. The pain was terrible. Then the car went out of control.
WHAM!
.... Silence....
.... Darkness....
.... Alarms....
.... Tired....
.... Alone....
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Alright I got internet back at my house. I will try to update more since we are on lock down. Stupid coronavirus. Well at least we have school work. It has always been my dream to get home schooled. FINALLY. MY DREAM CAME TRUE AFTER 4 YEARS OF BEGGING.
