My Salvation (Logan Lerman & Dylan O'brien) [Same-sex fan fiction]

My Salvation (Part 1)

It was the first night of Schoolies, it had been a long day of paryting and drinking in our beach house. But for some reason the drinks and partying didn’t take away the loneliness I felt. I sat in the corner on the couch staring at my friends who had turned into a bunch of drunk mindless smiles. I should’ve been having the time of my life right now. High school was over forever and we we’re all looking at a new start at life as we leaft behind all the stress, drama and work. I quickly realised that I hadn’t escaped high school yet as I was surrounded by all the people that were apart of stress and drama. Some of them we’re honestly horrible people that I didn’t trust and planned on leaving behind, then there was the small amount I loved as close friends who I would keep. I looked on as I saw my recently ex-girlfriend making out with one of my "close friends" and that was it I couldn’t take it anymore.

I slipped outside with a bottle of water, the breeze hit my skin and I took a long breath in, enjoying the air cooling me down. I walked down the path and to the sand sitting down, sinking into the groud I looked out at the stars and moon. It was so nice, so peaceful, so beautifully natural. The sound of the waves crashing into the shore faded out the thumping music. I just let everything go and laid on my back letting the tiny grains of sand tickle my shirtless skin. My mind and body were numb from the alcohol, I drank water wanting to feel again.

Suddenly I felt a presence sit next to me, I sat up quickly seeing a boys face lit up by the moon light which was bright in the clear sky. He simply said “Hey”. His eyes were glowing as he took a long chug out of my bottle of water, he had short brown hair which was messed up, his skin was pale with a lean figure that had some muscle protecting him. I couldn’t help but enjoy what I saw… This was different. He then looked at me and I focused my sight to his face. “Sorry if i’m intruding I was just sick of the party and saw you and thought why not make a new friend?”. I smiled subtly “All good, I enjoy some company” he smiled back at me and we both looked out to the sea our eyes fascinated and in awe. “I’m Dylan by the way” he put his hand out to me. “I’m Logan” we shook hands, his hand shake being very rough and friendly. There was something about him that seemed safe and loyal… Like he could be anyone’s good friend. “So where are you from?” I asked. “Queensland, the Gold coast” he replied. “Why are you here then? Isn’t the party up there the biggest?”. “Yeah… but it’s all too much, ya’ know? So crowded, drug filled with alcohol and sex.. I like it here like this, a small group of friends, sharing a beach with some space and privacy”. I nodded agreeing. “How about you?” he asked me in return. “I’m from Melbourne, so not too far away”. “Ah, nice” he replied. 

 “So why are you sitting out here by yourself? Is it all too much for you too?” he asked. I sighed obviously a bit upset “Yeah, just not feeling it that much I guess”. He frowned and patted my back “Well after this you can kiss all of them goodbye and get on with your life”. “More like kiss my ass goodbye” I said and he laughed. I felt him move closer to me so we were now touching, he was warm and I enjoyed his touch weirdly. “Such a beautiful night.” I agreed “Yeah, sure is”. He looked at me and I turned my head to meet his dark brown eyes “Your eyes match the ocean” he said one half of his lips rising with his fingers softly rubbing over my cheeks. I looked down blushing with a little laugh as his skin ticked mine. I never thought of myself as gay or even bi-sexual but i had found guys attractive before… There was something special about Dylan and something drew me towards him.

 I looked back up nervously inching my lips closer to his feeling my heart beat faster and deeper than ever before. What was I doing? What was happening? Then before anther thought could touch my mind the gap between our flesh collided. it felt amazing, I tasted the sweet alcohol coated over his lips and begged for this moment to never end. His body weight tilted onto mine falling on top of me, us now lying down on the sand passionately kissing. My hands and arm found there way around his lower back and his messing up my light brown hair. He pulled away breathing heavily with a wide satisfied smile. “Woah” is all he said. I smiled back with a “Yeah”. I could feel both our hearts racing “You’re a great kisser” he smirked. “You too” I said. We stared into each others eyes until we couldn’t take it anymore and collided lips again thirsty for each others love.