Why not me? (Oisuga angst)

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𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸..! Oikawa happily clutches his confession letter he opens the gym doors and he sees it. He see's his lover with someone else he wishes he knocked he wishes he never saw this.
"Ah umm hello oikawa!" "Oh hello suga-chan!"oikawa says with a hint of sadness "is something wrong?" "Oh no my knee just hurts.." he flashes a small smile "Oh well ok! I'm sorry you had to walk into that..-"suga says with embarrassment in his voice "no it's ok I wasn't expecting anyone to be here just wanted to get something I left a while ago." "Oh is that so need some help?" "No thanks Suga-Chan~" he hates this he never wants to see suga or Daichi again. Suga then walks off holding Daichi's hand.oikawa slightly cringes at the sight.
Well now it's just oikawa in the gym alone.wile Daichi and suga continue doing their lovely dovey stuff.He goes into the locker room and he's had it he can't take it anymore he sheds a tear and quickly wipes it off because he heard suga and Daichi going back in to the gym. Little did he know the note it slipped off.
Oikawa quickly turned to suga "we're you crying?"suga slightly teased "mean suga-Chan I just didn't get enough sleep last night" Oikawa pouted "oh ok I hope you get some rest!" And oikawa went off once he entered his house he noticed his mom wasn't back home yet so he quickly slid off his shoes and got to his room he imagined how lucky he would have been if it was him instead of Daichi.Oikawa started to shake and cry he wanted to call suga but he didn't. Why not me oikawa started repeating that over and over again until his throat was sore. He then heard his phone get a notification 𝘎𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵. He muttered under his breath it was a massage from suga. "Oikawa...? Are you awake?" He didn't want to respond oikawa stood up and put his hands in the pockets of his sweater to make his way to his bed and then it felt..𝘖𝘧𝘧? He feels as if he forgot something...It clicked 𝙎𝙝𝙞𝙩.𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 he stated to panic and he clearly remembered that suga's bag was right by him in the locker room. He can't see suga he won't talk to suga he never wants to see suga.
~~~about 4 months later~~~
Their about to compete against karusano Oikawa has gotten over suga or so he thought.he walked into the gym and his eyes met with the hazel eyes he once fell in love with. Oikawa hated it nononononono not right now anywhere but now oikawa muttered then he saw suga walk toward him this time oikawa couldn't run from his problems he had to face it."ah umm hello suga-chan" "hello oikawa" oikawa could feel suga's light breath hit his face and he felt his cheeks gets warm he was blushing and then suga gave oikawa a note "the match's about to start shittykawa" "coming iwa-Chan!"
A/n
OH GOD I MISSED LIKE 4 ASSIGNMENTS but I don't care sooo like yeah