I woke up in my bed. I remembered what happened. I looked over and saw a worried Kio sitting next to meh once he realized I was awake he trapped some Advil and water."here by have this" Kio said. "WTF happened to josh!". I said. Kio looked down and didn't say anything. " I said WTF happened to my brother!" I said. "Ummm rave he uh well he's in the h-h-hospital!" Once I heard those last words I broke down crying. "Hey bub it's ok alright he'll be ok."Kio said. "How TF am I supposed to be ok with this it's all becuase of me."I said. "No it's not it's not your fault ok." He said. "But it is Kio every time someone goes to the hospital it's my fault it's always m-my fuck-I-Ing fault." I said. "Hey bub calm down ok we can go visit him rn if you want?" "Ya sure let me get ready get out!" "Ok ok geez"
Nice Kio left I put on my playlist.⚠️trigger warning⚠️ I got a blade up from the counter and made 6 deep cute per arm. I heard the bathroom door break down. I guess I've been in there for a while. I looked up and saw Kio with tears in his eyes. He ran over to me and hugged me. "Bub why are you doing this." "Becuase I'm not good enough Kio I mess everything up I deserve to be dead with my parents." I cried. "Bub DONT think pike that that's not true!" "But what if it is?" "It isn't now let's get you all cleaned up." "Ok"
Kio helped me up and cleaned my wrists. He stayed in the bathroom to make sure I actually got changed. Once I was done we went down stairs.
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Once I was ready we went downstairs. I saw Bryce and said hello. Once Kio got down stairs we left. We went to dunkin and I got a iced French vanilla coffee.
TIME SKIP TO AT THE HOSPITAL
we finally arrived at the hospital. "Hi how can I help you?" The assistant asked. "I'm here to see josh Richards" "oh ok he's in b38." "Ok ty"
We went to b38 and saw josh laying there. I started to tear up and Kio noticed. "Hey it'll be ok he'll get better." "You're just saying that to help me feel better." "You're just saying that to calm me down." "No im not ok bub he'll be okay now let's go home." "Ok"
We got home and I ran to my room. I jumped on the bed and broke down. (Kio stayed downstairs)
Time skip 1 hour
Kio finally can upstairs and I was still crying. "Bub how long have you been crying for?" "Since we g-got h-hom-me" "hey josh is gonna be ok alright now let's watch a movie." "O-ok" "ima go grab popcorn and candy I'll brb." "Ok bub"
Kio left and I put on Peter Pan (yes without him) "hey I thought you weee gonna wait." "Nahhhhh." "Omg anyways I got your favs." "Thanks bub"
Time skip to dinner
It was now dinner time but I wasn't hungry. "Bub it's dinner time you coming." "No im not hungry" "Bub the last thing you ate was breakfast this morning." "Ok but I'm not hungry." "Ok well you're eating tomorrow." "We'll see about that." "Ughhhhhhh"
Once Kio left I payed down and out on riverdale. Once my show was over I took a shower and put in jammies.
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My jammies👆🏼👆🏼
Kio was now in bed so I jumped on him. "Bub I need to talk to you." "About what handsome" "you haven't been eating why?" " well becuase of what happened to josh." "What?" "Ya well ummm so I kinda still think I belong with my parents." "Don't think like that bub." "I cant stop Kio I try and try but I can't."
I started to break down. Kio hugged and comforted me and we fell asleep like this.👇🏼👇🏼
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