I started walking to where I feel the safest. I heard Anthony trailing behind but I didn't care. I started crying but didn't show it. I finally got to the hill and Anthony was no where to be seen. I finally just let all my tears fall. And started questioning myself.
Will I ever be able to live a happy life. Will anyone love me. Will I ever be in love with someone. Can I be happy with someone.
Once I was finished thinking I ran back to the sway house and ran straight into my room. I locked everything so there was no way they could get in. I payed down in my bed and went to sleep.
THE NEXT DAY
I woke up and took a shower. Once I was done doing my normal morning routine which was •shower •moisturizer •change •makeup
I changed into my white short sleeve crop top with black jeans and my white filas.
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I did my hair into Dutch braids then did my makeup very simplistic.
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When I was done getting ready I heard yelling so I went downstairs but before I did I had to grab my fav ani energy drink in the flavor lemon lime. Once I got my drink I went downstairs and saw Kio and josh yelling and fighting.
Everyone was just watching rooting on josh while I stood there. That's it I was done so I started talking.
"YOU IDIOTS STOP THIS BULL FUCKING SHIT"
"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT HE SAID ON A LIVE ABOUT YOU RAVEN" Bryce yelled
"Well what the fuck did he say."
"Well you see he umm said some personal stuff about jack." (I'm sorry if I already gave her abusive ex a name and if I did I can't remember so now it's Jack ok ok)
"WTF THATS IT KIO IM DONE WITH YOU"I started crying and ran out of the house. I had my keys with me so I hopped in my car and drove to a dunkin becuase dunkin make life better.
I got a charli drink and if you don't know what it is look it up becuase it's amazing. Enough about dunkin. I went up to this beach and sat along the shore line. I knew they'd be looking for me but it didn't bug me. I watched the waves crash into eachother and it just seemed perfect so I posted some pics on insta.
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@raventaylerr just chillin watching the waves. It's a beautiful view but wish some certain people were with me.😢 Likes 12,000,000 Comments @brycehall damn it come home plz @kiocyr no stay where you are you little slut @user4763 awww what happened between you and sway @hater9260 good she didn't fit in with the sway boys. Comments disabled
When I was done at the beach I went to go get some chipotle. I just got a cheese quesadilla with guacamole. Yes I know I'm basic but that's ok. Instead of going back to the beach I went to this little old park. I sat and watched the view of the ocean.
It was beautiful. But that's where I realized I've been crying. I turned on my favorite song by Payton. Love letter and started listening to it.
TIME SKIP 1 HOUR
I was still at the park avoiding everyone and there texts but it eventually became night and I had to go home.
TIME SKIP TO AT HOME
I made it home safely. As soon as I walked through the doors the boys were there all starring me down. Ngl I got a little scared when josh came up to me. He just came up to me looked at me in disbelief and told me to go to my room.
I nodded and went to my room. I took a shower but started crying. How are there still tears inside me. I slid down the shower wall crying. But then I heard people downstairs yelling again. So I got out of the shower and dried off. I changed into a oversized party animal university hoodie and pytn sweats.
Once I was ready I walked downstairs to meet Jack.
"Hey princess" "you don't get to call me that bitch" I said. "And why the fuck not" "Because your a bitchy bastard that hurt me." "Ok well I just wanted to say to be careful about who you date ok ok bye ily"
What. The. Fuck. Hell.
I just put that whole thing aside and ran up to my room. I laid down and fell asleep watching Moana on Disney+
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