The One I Rejected

Chapter 1 TOIR Blaming Her

I tensely snapped my head when I heard rustling noise.

'Its  just the wind  Sei. Stop being paranoid' my wolf, Holo said to me.

'Just being prepared' I replied to her

She scoffed and gave me again the silent treatment shes giving me for the last 6 hours 36 minutes and 18-no 19 seconds...

6 hours huh? Been away  from home for the longest time of my life clearly isnt lifting any pain I am feeling down inside me.

'Its your fault' Holo, once again for the hundreth time is blaming me.

'Yeah yeah' and I block her

It is really hard that when the time comes you make a decision and in that choice your heart and mind is torn apart and the one who is supposedto be with you all your life doesnt agree with what you decide. Your whole human mentality will swirl around and you wont know what to do. That is what I am exactly feeling right now.

I didnt want to run away. I didnt want to be seaparated with the ones I love. I didnt want to hurt him heck!! Even I am hurting right now. But I know I made the right decision. I made the right thing. And I am not going back.

I felt a presence at my back and immediately do the fighting stance. I waited cautiously for the unkown presence step out of the darkness.

Slowly I saw a dark brown colored wolf stepping out.

'Rouge' Holo said. I didnt know she already unblock our connnection.

The wolf was big, not big to be an alpha or beta. But I know its bigger than me. Considering Im a new turned she-wolf.

The stomp of the big wolf in front of me was scaring me but I didnt back down. I snarled at him.

Instead of snarling back the wolf moved its ears showing how amused he is of something.

'Dont Seira' Holo warned me. 'You cannot yet take a wolf this big and dont forget hes a rougue. They are merciless.'

'What do you want me to do? Lay here and wait till he attack me?!' I yell at Holo

'No!! Im just a newly resurface wolf and you want me to go already? Dont be an idiot Sei!!' She replied yelling

'The what do you suggest we do to keep our life intact?'

'Call HIM' she suggested

'No! No no no. You do know we run away from home because of him right?!' I said to her with hint of pain in my voice

'We? Its just you who want to hurt us all' Dang! I know it hurts when your thinking about it but the pain is tripled when its slapped down to your face!

'Shut it. Wether you  like it or not Im not gonna call HIM and fight this overgrown wolf.' I snarled at her

'Seira! Stop being reckless!' She stop me again when I pace my attack position at the wolf in front of us who  clearly knows that Im arguing with my wolf.

He tilted hes head teasingly like asking if Im ready to die or whatnot

I hearrd Holo at the back of my mind stopping me from attacking but I pushed her aside and lounge for the enemy.

He expertly dodge my attack and kick me at my stomach. I hit a tree hard.

'Seira stop this!' I heard Holo again 'Your gonna die'

'I w-wont' I assure her. I slowly stand up but fall back again after feeling the pain rushing through out my body. I rested my body to the ground but lift my head. Only to see a half naked man.

"Your a new shifter are ya?" He said surely. And he was right. I am a new shifter. Just turned sixteen today.

"Oh well, guess Im right" He said with a smirk plastered on his face. "You know. Its dangerous to swarm the forest without knowing a thing or two about it."

I growl at what he said. I may be a new shifter and is not good at fighting but Im sure I know a lot more than a  thing or two about the forest.

'Lets run away already Sei!' Cried Holo

'No! Im gonna beat this guy'

'Stop it your--' she was saying something but I didnt clearly hear it. I focus on attacking again. I lounge at him and pinned him down. I snarl at his face showing my teeth. My snout touching his face. Some of my saliva falling.

"Thats good. But not good enough" He then push me making me the one being pinned down. Hes hands holding my head and kneeling my stomach. I whine in pain.

"You thought your in advantage because your in wolf form?" He chuckled and that brought chills. "I can kill you with my hands without the need of shifting" He said as he slowly shift and his hands became paws and his nails dig into my face.

My wolf cry in pain and I too. She kept telling me to call him but I wont.

The man on top of me howl and brought his snout at my neck.

He was not sniffing me but he dug his canine at the back of my neck. No, he wasnt marking me because he  slowly run hes teeth from the back of my neck to half of my back. At first it was nothing but then I felt burn. I felt pain. So much pain that all I can do was cry and cry.

Even blurred because of tears I can still see the man standing there already shifted.

"That will be my souveneir for you. Usually I straight to kill. But I have the feeling your gonna be a use of me someday so Ill let you live- uh I mean if you survive" he wickedly laugh and I found sone thing in hes teeth some thing I should have known that could have burn me. Silver.

"Pup! If you still see the sun.Remember. Damon. The one who gave you that. " He said pointing at my back. I was still wincing in pain when he turn hes back and left.

'Holo!' I called my wolf she didnt answer. 'Holo! Please answer me!' I tried again but nothing

I know why. No werewolf can stand a silver even the sight of it.

I was trembling in pain when I remember my home, my family,my friends. And HIM.

I lost everything.  I lost my Home Family and friends. Even him and Holo. Those who will supposed to stay by my side. And now my Life. Does the moon goddess hate me? Why is this all happenning to me! Why?! I blame you moon goddess!!!

A/N: Hi? How was first chapter? I know Im not good at my english but hey? Is anybody perfect? None. So dont be a kill joy and just have some fun reading it. Thumbs up or leave a comment. Please.. do not post any bash here. Just stop reading. Okay?

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