piper and jentzen story

.01

⚠️TW⚠️ this chapter includes some hard stuff including

self harm, panic attacks

just want to let people know just in case!

the squad gc:
piper✨🍉 - guys we have a photo shoot at 3:45 tmr so make sure your at my house at 2 for we can all get ready.
sophie⛄️🍒 - ok!!!
emily🌈🥥 - yay! what's the theme?
sawyer🪐🍋 - kk i might be there around 2:30 because sax and me are getting lunch
ayden⚡️🍊 - 👍🏻👍🏻
piper✨🍉 - its purple for my 5 mil on insta
symonne🌵🍇 - got it be there around 2! and what shade of purple
lev🌞🌶 - i'll be there around 2:10 my mom doesn't get home till 1:45 so yea
piper✨🍉 - like pastel/ light purple
jentzen🔥🥝 - can i come a little earlier my mom has something at 2 so can i come at 1:25
emily🌈🥥 - purple yes i have something so cute
lev🌞🌶 - jentzen whatcha mom got
jenna🌸🍍 - ahhh ok lol!?!😂
sophie⛄️🍒 - can anyone pick me up?
piper✨🍉 - sure jentzen that's fine and
sawyer that's good too and lev
jentzen🔥🥝 - nothing it's good
sawyer🪐🍋 - can we also film my video later tomorrow at night i have a really fun idea but it needs to be tomorrow
jenna🌸🍍 - sophie i can!
hayden🌼🥑 - i'll be there
sophie⛄️🍒 - thx jenna
piper✨🍉 - sawyer that works you just gotta check with hunter tho
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pipers pov:
ok so one problem is that i want to wear this purple tank top that's super cute but the problem is i have cuts all of my arms from cutting myself all summer. like i wore sweatshirts all summer and just told everyone i was super cold they all believed me at least i think they did. well i have to figure things out before the squad gets here.
the next day
*knock knock knock*
*opens door*
h: hey jentzen
j: hey hunter, where's piper
h: um i think she's up stairs
j: thanks
*jentzen goes upstairs to pipers room*
*knock knock*
p: come in hunter
j: it's jentzen
p: what
*looks down at her wrist that's are visible with cuts all over them*
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pause - hunter knows about piper cutting herself but no one else knows not even her mom
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p: oh hi uh jentzen
*puts wrist behind her back*
j: uhhh what was that
p: what was what
j: give me your hands
p: uh jentzen i gotta change you should leave
j: isn't that the outfit you said you were gonna wear today?
p: no uh uh um no
j: piper rockelle smith
p: jentzen please leave
j: no i'm not leaving this room until you show me your wrist
p: *starts to cry* jentzen please leave
j: piper why have you been cutting your self
p: don't say that word
j: what cutting yourself
p: JENTZEN STOP
j: cutting yourself cutting yourself
*punches him in the face*
j: *looks at her holding his face*
p: *looks at her fist then looks at him starts crying more and runs to the guest bedroom and locks herself in there and cuts herself again*
( in this story sophie doesn't live with piper and instead of that room being sophies its a guest bedroom )
j: what is wrong with her
in the guest bedroom
p: omg what did i just do
*starts having a panic attack because she feels so bad what she did to jentzen and everything that has been happening*
what did i do he hates me now
j: i gotta go talk to her
j: piper open up
p: i can't- i can't breathe
j: piper i'm coming in
p: jentzen help me i can't breathe
j: *thinks she's having a panic attack i need to calm her down* piper count down from 10 with me
j:10
p: ...10
jp: 9.. 8........
j: piper are you ok
p: yes thank you i don't know what that was
j: i think you were having a panic attack
p: huh how do you know
j: well
p: well what
j: i get panic attacks too
p: oh how come when did you start getting them
j: uh um uh out of no where
jentzen pov:
so i wanna tell her that my mom lost her job and she's been going around to so many places trying to find a job and that's why i keep being early and late to stuff
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j: but now we gotta talk about your wrist
p: *looks down at her wrist because she forgot about everything that happened before and was just focusing on the moment*
oh uh *starts to cry again* ok yes i cut myself but you can't tell anyone the only person that knows is hunter
j: piper i won't tell anyone as long as you stop cutting yourself and you tell me why
p: um well the reason why i do this is because um well
j: piper it's ok your safe with me
p: well it all started back when we did the who can gain the most weight challenge you probably noticed that emily sophie and jenna all weighed 75-85 and then sawyer weighed 95 and lev weighed 108 you weighed 105 then i weighed... 115
j: o i wasn't paying attention to weight
p: well i was but the point is do you see the difference in all the weights i'm fat and disgusting and i shouldn't deserve to have this
j: what do you mean by this
p: i mean this life like what should a fat 13 year old be doing having this great life like i just don't deserve it
*crys even more*
j: *starts to cry and then hugs her*
piper you are not fat you are the perfect weight and a beautiful person nobody thinks your fat and i don't ever want to hear you call yourself fat again like you have this amazing life and you do deserve it you have an amazing boyfriend a whole squad of best friends and hunter and frank and your mom
p: yes i do have all of that but have you looked at the comments of that video
j: no
p: well i have
*crys and hugs jentzen while he's still crying and they stay there crying and hugging for about 5 minutes
p: what time is it
j: i don't know
p: umm *checks clock* omg it's 1:55 everyone is gonna be here any minute what do i do i don't have my hoodie on i don't have any makeup on
j: piper
p: i don't have my hair done i didn't put foundation on my cuts for nobody could see them
j: piper
p:i look ugly i'm crying
j: PIPER
p: what
j: you look amazing you don't look ugly i'll go get you a hoodie while you calm down and i'll go get the foundation and help you with it just stay here or go into the bathroom and calm yourself down and i'll get people as they arrive and keep them downstairs until your ready
p: but what if they ask you where i am
j: then i'll say uh she's taking a nap she didn't feel so good today
p: ok thank you jentzen
j: no problem now i'll be right back with the hoodie and foundation
p: ok
* jentzen goes and gets pipers hoodies and he grabs her foundation and a chocolate bar*
j: here is the foundation start with that and i brought you a chocolate bar just in case you needed it
p: thank you jentzen i don't know how i'll ever repay you
j: by not cutting your self ever again ok you promise
p: i.. uh
j: piper
p: i promise

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