piper and jentzen story

.09

⚠️TW⚠️ this chapter has a lot of hard stuff including

mention of suicide and lots of other harsh topics

j: piper open the door
p: jentzen why do you care i thought you left the squad i thought you were done
j: piper just open the door and we can talk
p: no jentzen i just want to be alone
j: piper i know but please just let me talk to you
p: why
j: because i know your not okay in there so please just let me in
p: but you will be mad
j: why would i be mad at you
p: *piper opens the door*
this is why
j: *looks down at her wrist*
p: see your ma-
jentzen cuts piper off with a big hug then he starts crying
j: piper you don't need to do this and i'm sorry about earlier it's all my fault i'm so so so sorry i made you do this
p: your not mad
j: pipes i care about you and your safety more
p: wait really
j: yes piper i have cared about you for so long ever since we've met
p: that is one of the nicest things someone has ever said to me
j: piper also i am so so so so sorry about earlier emily is the one who told everyone i can't believe i blamed you
p: it's okay the only logical person was me but also now everyone in the squad hates me even hunter
j: no everyone... i don't
they stare into each other eyes for a second
p: jentzen i don't know what it is but i have a tingling feeling inside
j: same
they realize how close they are and begin to get closer and closer then...
l: hey piper i need to...
what the hell are you guys doing
p: uh it's nothing
l: we're you too about to kiss
j: yea like you even care
p: wait what
j: lev what were you were going to say
l: you know what i was gonna come up here and apologize for everything i've done for you but save it i could care less your right jentzen and you know what piper im not gonna keep lying to you i like sophie not you and it's been like that for awhile so i'm sorry but we are breaking up i can't do this anymore
lev runs out of the room
p: i- i i don't even know what to say right now
j: it's okay piper im here for you
p: uh i think i need some rest and need to process things so uh jentzen i think i'd be best if you left
j: no im not leaving you alone especially not after that piper i don't want you doing anything to yourself and i can't trust you being alone so i'm sorry but your not getting rid of me that easily
p: but jentzen i really want to sleep
j: then go at it but i'm staying right here
p: okay but i'm changing before i go to bed can you just leave for one second
j: no piper i'll close my eyes and turn around but i care about you too much to leave you alone
p: okay
jentzen turns around
p: okay im done
jentzen turns back around to see piper in really tight shorts and a tank top
j: damn you look hot jentzen quietly whispers
p: what did you say
j: uh i-i said um you look tired you should head to bed
p: okay...
piper heard what jenzten said and it gave her butterflies
j: uh can i just sit on this chair right here
p: oh um yea sure
j: okay
piper gets into bed and she starts thinking and her thoughts start taking over her starting to actually process what happened

your boyfriend like your bestfriend and broke up with you for her

everyone hates you

no one cares for you

you don't deserve this

pipers thoughts just came flooding through and then she said something she never thought she would say
p: uh jentzen
j: yea pipes
p: will you come lay next to me.. sorry i know that's weird just
j: no no it's okay sure i will
are you okay ??
p: i just like having you for comfort here
j: oh okay
jentzen gets in the bed and piper laid next to him
p: um well goodnight
j: sleep well pipes
piper turned away from jentzen and slowly fell asleep

2 hours lately

what the fuck is wrong with you

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU

you've ruined everything

you did this too yourself

you deserve this

your fat

your ugly

your a WASTE OF AIR

piper shot up breathing super heavily, she looked around her room looking for any sort of a reason

a reason to stay in this world and she turned to her side to see jentzen trying to calm her down, she clung on to him for dear life

there they sat for 20 minutes with jentzen trying to calm piper down which he eventually did when she finally sat up they began to talk about what happened

j: so.. do you want to talk about what happened?
p: my mind took over
j: what do you mean
p: just my mind kept telling me things and it just got to a point where i started having a panic attack
j: im sorry piper
he turned to look her in the eyes
j: whatever your mind told you i bet it's wrong
p: yea for sure like i'm definitely not a fat and ugly person who ruins everything
j: piper your the complete opposite your a beautiful and amazing person who does everything they can to make other happy and take care of others even when your suffering all you do is things for other people and a lot of people really like you for that, like i really like you for that
piper sat there in awe as the words came out of his mouth

was he serious

was he just joking

what was this weird feeling she was feeling and before she could think of anything else she felt her lips connect with jentzens

this kiss felt like fireworks going off

it felt like cloud 9

it felt like everything else just stopped in the world and

and

she felt happy

for the first time in awhile she hasn't had this feeling, she felt happy and didn't care about anything else in the world besides for him the boy named jentzen who just parted there lips

j: i've been waiting to do that for such a long time
p: that was amazing
j: yea it was

The end

hey guys i know it's been so long since an update but i just haven't felt like writing and i have lost all motivation so i decided instead of leading you all on i was gonna just end it here and give closure i hope you enjoyed the book and i know it was short and wasn't they best ending but thank you 💗💗