TOUR

⚠️forty-two⚠️

I stare blankly out the window as Jonah drove us to his house. The doctor said I was okay but needed to be watched in case any damage was delayed. So Jonah insisted I went to his place. The bag I had packed for Corbyn's house was in the backseat of his truck, rustling as he drove. The brunette glances at me before looking back at the road.

"You okay?" He asks quietly.

"I could die bringing my kid into the world, do you really think I'm okay?" I ask, not looking at him.

"You're not gonna die. Is it a risk? Yea, but with you happy and healthy it won't happen." He says. I scoff, glaring out the window.

"Yea and my happiness just lied to me and I kicked him out of my life so please, don't miss me when I'm gone." I grumble.

"Daniel don't talk like that." He says sternly.

"Can't say the truth?" He pulls into the parking lot, parking before turning to me.

"Daniel knock it off. You're going to be okay and so is the baby." I glare at him, very much annoyed.

"You don't know that." He sighs, leaning back in his seat.

"Why do you even care? All you seem to care about is the baby." His head snaps over to look at me.

"You're joking right? Tell me you're not that oblivious." I look at him, furrowing my brows. I didn't understand.

"Daniel I'm in love with you." My face falls and a blush dusts my cheeks.

"W-What?" He runs a hand over his face, looking out the front windshield.

"I'm in love with you, and I have been longer than Corbyn. He got to you first. I really don't know how you didn't notice." I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out. It was silent before he spoke up again.

"The worst part about loving someone who doesn't love you, is watching someone else make them happy. Watching them love you and watching you love them." He says quietly.

"Jonah.." He smiles sadly looking at his lap.

"Wanna know the best part of all of this? I've always been there. I always put your happiness first. When you were upset and missing Corbyn I left and got him for you. I was the one who convinced Tyler to switch rooms so you could be with Corbyn. And you probably didn't notice but when you got pregnant I noticed you suddenly liked chocolate. I always put a bar in the fridge for you. I stayed up countless nights researching your pregnancy to make sure you'd be okay, that you'd have everything you need." He says quietly. I could feel the tears in my eyes as I looked at him. How did I not notice any of this?

"No matter how many times he hurts you, no matter how many times I fix it to make sure you're happy, it never changes. But I guess when you love someone you should let them go right?" He swallows the lump in his throat, looking back out the front window.

"Jonah I'm so sorry. I had no idea. I love you I do, just not that way. I want you in my life even if we aren't together. You're one of the best people I know and I never want to lose you. And this baby needs his godfather." His head snaps up to look at me before looking at my bump.

"Godfather?" I nod. It's silent for awhile before I shift to look at him.

"Let's go inside yea? We should relax a little and maybe talk if that's okay?" I ask. He hesitated but nods.

"Yea yea of course." He grabs my bag, leaving the car before helping me out. Of course just our luck someone spots us.

"Boys how's the album coming?"

"Jonah are you and Daniel dating?"

"Daniel are you sleeping with multiple members?" I wince, avoiding them as Jonah shoots them a glare.

"Leave us alone would you?" He snaps. He places his hand in the small of my back, leading me into the building.

"Stupid fucking paps." He grumbles, walking towards the elevator. I follow him in, placing my hand over my bump as the door closes.

"You okay?" I glance over at him, nodding.

"Are you?" I ask quietly.

"I will be." The ride up is silent, neither of us speaking as we leave the elevator and head to his apartment. We walk in and the brunette immediately helps me sit before placing my bag in the guest bedroom.

"So what do I need to do?" He asks, sitting beside me. I blink, not understanding.

"What?" He swallows thickly before looking away.

"What do I have to do to fix this. You're not happy and I'm sure he isn't either. Like you said in the car, you kicked out happiness out. What do I do to bring it back?" He asks, his voice wavering a little. My heart broke as he clearly tried to act like he was fine. I had no idea I was hurting him so much.

"Jonah no. I can figure this out later okay? Your happiness is important too." He looks at me, and if it was possible my heart broke more.

"Don't you understand? My happiness is seeing you happy." I could feel my lip tremble as I looked at him. How could I do this to him? How could I break his heart so much?

"Jonah..." He wipes his eyes before standing up and walking into his bedroom. What have I done? I pushed Corbyn away from me and managed to break Jonah too? I was a horrible horrible person.

I couldn't help but cry, my hands going over my eyes. I was such a horrible person. How could I do this? How could I hurt so many people? I didn't hear Jonah's door open as I cried.

"He's not answering- Daniel?" I look up at him, his face falling.

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry. I didn't mean too." I cry, the brunette quickly coming to sit by me. He pulls me to him, rubbing my back gently.

"Shh, you're okay. None of this is your fault. You cant help who you fall for. You're okay Daniel." I cry into his chest, the boy holding me tightly.

"You're okay, you're okay." My eyes slowly close as exhaustion falls over me, hiccups leaving my lips. I slowly fall asleep, the brunette sighing.

"I guess I can keep trying while you sleep." He slowly lifts me up, causing me to shift. He quickly sets me down on what I assume was the guest bed before removing my shoes. He leaves the room and I fall deeper asleep.

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I made myself cry while writing this. Jonah was never the bad guy he was just in love 🥺

speaking of Jonah, it looks like the story that was picked next was Foreign Exchange 💛 which is donah (: it'll be a nice change from all my Dorbyn stories ((: