Cobra Kai Imagines

"Show you how little i care"

Eli/Hawk long imagine.
Word count: 3240
Warning Swearing, Angst, mention of depression & anxiety, blood & broken bone 🩸 🦴
Pt. 2, too "I can't do this anymore, Not with you".
A/N: I'm changing the pov from "you" to "I or me" and it will also have Eli's pov also Sam Smiths new song "Diamonds" inspired this imagine! I suggest listening to it before you read this or while reading it it's up to you. And Robby is gonna play a big part in this I don't know if you guys want 'me to add Robby being a main person in here so it took me a bit to post this wondering if you guys wouldn't like it but I hope that this is what you guys like so I know if I should continue this little series or not, ANYWAYS Enjoy!! :)

(Y/N) POV
It had been a few months since Eli and I had broken up and it hurt me to no end the way we parted. The amount of times I had cried I couldn't count it was an on going battle with my emotions love him, hate him, love him, hate him.

Since it was the beginning of summer I would wake up in the morning, eat breakfast, go to Miyagi-Do, practice most of the day, hangout at one of our houses, go home, eat dinner, see Eli's stuff in a box on my bedroom floor, and cry. I couldn't muster up the courage to get rid of the stuff in the box hoping that it was all a phase and he'd come knocking on my door and we'd go back to being (y/n) and Eli. When that never happened I started to fall into a bit of depression, and anxiety was starting to play a big part in my life.

Anytime someone mentioned Cobra Kai or "Hawk" I would freak out and start to think about Eli and us together. That was a lot considering I was now his "enemy". Since I joined Miyagi-Do I've had a lot of stuff to do to get my mind off of him, I might of known some karate before from Eli who was always trying to teach me and string me along with his Dojo but I never took much thought to it I just knew the basic stuff like blocking, punching and kicking.

When I started Miyagi-Do it felt like I was starting from square one. At first it felt like I was doing the Larusso's chores but I started trusting the process and I'm glad I didn't leave. I had gained better friends and I was now great at karate not just ok. As days turned into weeks and weeks to months my sadness turned to just anger especially when Eli started dating Moon, but Robby would be there by my side whenever I was feeling down or upset, he was always there for me and I started to realize how little Eli actually cared about me since he started Cobra Kai. It angered me to know that I meant so little to him that he could just throw me away like I was some ragged old toy that meant nothing to him.

As summer ended and we all had to go back to school I thanked god I didn't have any classes with Eli or same lunches. It was easy to avoid him that way, but sometimes I would see him walking down the halls with his friends not even acknowledging me, I'd see him with Moon around his arms flaunting her to everyone like she was some prized possession I didn't hate Moon or anything but I just couldn't help but feel hurt that he moved on so quickly.

Eli and I were best friends before we dated and now we were nothing at all because of some dojo that split us apart. I would start to tear up a bit when him and his friends would walk by laughing with each other but all I had to do to calm down was find Robby and he could always tell something was wrong. To help me feel better he'd let me draw on his arm whatever I wanted it was usually just doodles but sometimes I'd actually focus and draw something good or he'd let me play games on his phone In a category specifically named "(y/n) games". He'd let me have games on his phone because my storage was taken up by so many pictures of all of my friends. Robby really should pay more attention to me when I draw on his arms though I still laugh about the time when I drew a penis on his arm when he was wearing a short sleeved shirt. He walked around like that all day and he didn't notice until Chris pointed it out when we were all chilling in the library after school. Robby booked it out of there and went to the bathroom I had to go in and help him clean it off with perfume because the soap at the school is shit.