¤•.I'm not gay.•¤

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3rd Person

When Mondo got to his dorm he just layed on his bed and stared at the ceiling. He wasn't tired. He was just confused.

Mondo Owada POV

??: "Daiya (Mondo's dead older brother incase you forgot). Are you sure your brother is ready to be the gang leader. I mean...he seems to be...y'know.. gay."

??: "All queers are pussies. No leader could be gay."

??: "Mondo stop acting queer"

??: "Daiya. Your brother is a queer. He's not fit to lead!"

??: "Dude stop acting like a fag"

3rd Person

All night Mondo kept turning and Tossing. He couldn't get the thought of Ishimaru out of his head.

Mondo Owada POV

I'm no fucking faggot. I-I'm fit to be the gang's leader. No leader should be thinking about another guy...like that. UGH I need to get him out of my head. I would take a smoke break...but...I the them away...Taka said it was bad for me so... UGH GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.

3rd Person

"God damnit. Why is this happening to me." Mondo muttered to himself. He kept wanting to punch something and scream but since it was 3 am he couldn't. He didn't want to cause a problem in this state. All he could do was stare at the ceiling, as thousands of comments from his gang flooded into his head. "Queer this, faggot that. Why do they think I'm-" Mondo started muttering to himself but he heard a knock on the door. He immediately sat up. "H-Hey...are you okay? I heard crying.." Taka said as he slowly opened Owada's door. Mondo hadn't realized it but he had been crying that entire time. "I'm fine. Go back to bed it's too early for you to be up" Mondo said wiping his tears. "Are you sure?" Kiyotaka said as he slowly sat next to Mondo on the bed. "I'm fine Taka. I just...was thinking I guess." Owada sighed. "I heard you crying, I mean I thought if I came in maybe I could help you get out your feelings..." Kiyotaka smiled. That god damn smile. Mondo felt a tear slowly roll down his cheek. "I-I-I-I" Mondo kept trying to speak. But no words wanted to come out. Just tears. "M-Mondo!?" Taka said as he wrapped his arms around Owada. Mondo couldn't even resist. He just needed someone. Anyone. For awhile all that happened was them hugging as Mondo let out all his tears. Taka let go of him as soon as he started to calm down. "Do you want to talk about it?" Kiyotaka asked. Mondo looked away. "Ishimaru. Have you ever felt...wrong?" He said. "I'm sorry, what do you mean?" Taka asked. "Well I mean.... Feeling like everything you thought you knew about yourself is wrong. Everything you've been told...is wrong." Mondo sighed. "When you put it like that, yeah. I remember when I was little my parents always said 'find yourself a beautiful wife'. It was always hammered into my brain, wife wife wife. But as I got older I realized, maybe I don't want a wife." Taka smiled. Mondo looked at Taka shocked. "I can tell from that look you didn't know." Kiyotaka laughed. "...how..." Mondo muttered. "How?" Ishimaru asked. "...how aren't you...ashamed? No leader could ever be a fucking homo." Mondo said clenching his fists. "M-Mondo?" Kiyotaka stuttered. "I'm not a faggot. I'm not gay. I swear. I-I...I...I'm like everyone else...I'm fit to lead..." Owada says as he starts to shake. "Are you okay?! Do you need a teacher?!" Ishimaru says as he starts to get up. "Dumbass. I'm fine. I just need to get something off my chest" Mondo says grabbing Taka's arm. "What is it?" Ishimaru says as he sits back down. Mondo closes his eyes and takes a big deep breath. "W-What happens when they find out?" Owada looks at Ishimaru. The look is Mondo's eyes. They're from the deepest part of his heart. "Who finds out?" Kiyotaka aks grabbing Mondo's hand. "The gang. What happened when they find out...find out...I'm......" Mondo pauses, "When they find out I'm gay."

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