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awstens.left.toe:
GEOFF

awstens.left.toe:
we need to have a chat

underscoregeoff:
Alright sure, what's up?

awstens.left.toe:
you've been off lately

awstens.left.toe:
the song lyrics you've been using are all sad and your texts dont have that happy energy anymore

underscoregeoff:
Oh

underscoregeoff:
Yeah sorry I'm just tired

awstens.left.toe:
are you sure?

awstens.left.toe:
you've been acting yourself throughout most of tour until recently

awstens.left.toe:
are you sure you're just tired?

underscoregeoff:
Alright fuck

underscoregeoff:
I'm confused

underscoregeoff:
Really confused

awstens.left.toe:
huh?

awstens.left.toe:
i thought performing music was your dream:(

awstens.left.toe:
have you decided it's not the thing for you?

underscoregeoff:
No no not about that lol I love doing this

underscoregeoff:
It's about something else

awstens.left.toe:
ah.. well you dont have to tell me about it but im always here for you if you need to talk

underscoregeoff:
You know what, I guess I'll tell you. I need to get it off of my chest somehow

underscoregeoff:
Alright..

underscoregeoff:
So only you and Lucas really know about this but

underscoregeoff:
I don't think I'm entirely straight

underscoregeoff:
Well of course I'm not straight, I literally think I might have a crush on this guy I know and I have no idea what to do about it

awstens.left.toe:
oh, okay

awstens.left.toe:
have you ever felt this way for a guy before?

underscoregeoff:
No, I don't think so

underscoregeoff:
I'm just so confused and I don't know if I actually do like him or if it's just us being close friends or fuck I don't know. The thought's been lingering for so long now and it's just now starting to settle in and make me freak out

awstens.left.toe:
are you busy right now with anything? we could voice chat right now about it if it's any easier

underscoregeoff:
Yeah, hold on. I need to get out of the bus first.

awstens.left.toe:
okay. just call me when you're available

underscoregeoff:
Alright

underscoregeoff:
Thanks Sara

awstens.left.toe:
of course