Tears of Vengeance

Intoxicated By Him

I woke up in the middle of the night.My stomach was growling in hunger.It was 3 am exactly.I tried sleeping again but nothing worked because I was terribly hungry.

I walked outside my room.It was dark, really dark.Something seemed off about tonight.I walked outside.Luke's room was on the other side of the floor.I could see his door from my room.I pressed my abdomen to decrease the hunger.
Just as I was about to walk downstairs, something caught my eyes.I looked at Luke's door again and rubbed my eyes to check that I was seeing clearly.His door was slightly open.As far as my knowledge about him,he never kept his door open.Something inside me forced me to peek through Luke's door.My instincts were at a clamor.
I tried to shake it off but the urge to take one look grew inside me.I tried to resist the impulse but finally gave up.
I slowly turned towards his room.I was still a bit far away from his room.I walked towards the door very slowly,making sure no one hears my footstep.
I kept a safe distance from the door as I leaned a bit to see him sleeping.
He was sleeping peacefully like an angel.I looked closely at him.I saw his thick eyelashes over his perfect eyes and sharp eyebrows.He was so intoxicating.
Then,I saw something else,someone in his room.His face was covered with a black mask.He was very tall and buffed but...he was holding a gun at Luke."No." I whispered to myself as I felt a bit of pain in my heart.
Just as he was about to pull the trigger,I burst open the door and screamed,"Luke!" I remembered seeing him widen his sparkling eyes.The next thing I did was,I jumped over his almost asleep body to cover him and spread my arms to protect his head.I covered his beating heart with my palms.Within less than a second,a bodyguard rushed to the room kicked him in the leg.The bullet changed directions due to the push and fell to the ground.
A few bodyguards came rushing inside and turned on the lights.I closed my eyes tightly due to the bright lights.I saw them take the man away.

"Boss,are you okay?" A man asked.Luke nodded and he left.I immediately jumped off his body.How could I've been so dumb? This was my opportunity for revenge.To let him die completely.
What was I thinking? I hated myself for doing what I did.This was the biggest mistake I've made.

"I am sorry,I-" I stood up embarrassingly.He pulled me towards him and made me sit beside him.Then,I saw his bare body.His perfect bronze body.He had a buffed chest and perfectly shaped biceps.His body was extremely well built.I mean, it's hard to recognize him when he wears a suit.
I was so indulged in looking at his body that I completely forgot that he was looking at me too.

When I raised my head,I saw his eyes full of galaxy.There were millions of star in his eyes.His eyes were intoxicating,alluring and enticing.I was tantalized by his captivating eyes.When I looked closer,his eyes seemed like a boundless ocean.The water so deep,the water so blue.I could see the endless pain in his deep,dark eyes.He was miserable and broken.Just like I was.It didn't matter whether he was my enemy or not.When I looked into those magnetic and exotic eyes.I lost all my reasons to kill him.

He leaned closer to me.I was unaware and shocked.His eyes suddenly altered into excitement and lust.I was so lost in his eyes that I wasn't even paying attention to what was happening in the reality.
He waited a long time before leaning closer to me but I didn't move or push him.
When his nose touched mine,I rushed back into reality but it seemed like it was already too late.

His warm hands slowly moved from my hands to my neck and then to the back of my head.His other hand was on my waist.
When he pressed his soft lips against mine.I lost myself.I felt dizzy and intoxicated.His lips were warm and luscious.When he kissed me,my heart started to beat faster.I could hear my throbbing heart and feel my drenched eyes.

I tried to push him but nothing.He was incredibly strong.There was no room for me to retreat.Eventually,I gave up and rested my hands over his chest.When I felt his beating heart,I really wished it would stop.

He opened his mouth and licked my tongue.I've never felt like this before.This much passion and this much aggressiveness was new.His lips on mine felt like the most wonderful experience ever.
I lost my ability to think straight,to remember that who I was and who he was.I forgot what was my purpose.I forgot everything.
He occupied my mind entirely.Every portion of my brain was thinking about his tempting body.

Then something stroke me.
The name,Alex Dempsey.

All those feelings I had for him was gone in a second just at the moment I remembered Alex's name.

"No!" I pulled away from him.
"No..." I whispered again and ran back to my room.
He didn't grab me or run to catch me.I closed the door and covered my body with the duvet.
Due to all of these,I forgot that I was hungry.I gave up the idea of going out of my room.No wonder what he will do next.

I couldn't fall in love with him.It was forbidden.He was my enemy.
I sobbed the entire night.It was terrible.What I was feeling was terrible.I felt disgusted for being intimate with the same man who killed my fiancé.

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The next day,I woke up with a excruciating pain in my abdomen.It was because of the hunger.I freshed up and noticed a small bruise on my lips.I slowly walked outside.I peeked through the door to see whether Luke was still there or not.
I sighed in relief when he seemed no where around.I quickly sat on the table and waited for the breakfast.I secretly prayed that he would not come.
Just as I took the first bite,someone placed their hand on my shoulder,"Lucia?" That gentle yet malevolent voice startled me.
I gasped loudly and stood up.The food inside my mouth became tasteless.My entire mouth dried and I was unable to swallow to the food.
"Hi." I said nervously after I finally succeeded in swallowing the food.
"Sit down." He replied casually and sat in front of me.He was acting like nothing happened but here I was paralyzed and hypnotized about whatever happened last night.
I sat down slowly and continued eating.

"What were you doing in my room last night?" He asked with his eyes fixed on the food.
"Well,saving your life.Of course." I replied.
"No,before that." He asked firmly and looked at me.
"I came outside to eat as I hadn't my dinner.I saw your door was slightly opened so I felt like something was wrong." I said shyly.
"You felt something..." He said.His voice tone decreased as he spoke.I could barely hear him speak.
He didn't say anything furthermore.