Tears of Vengeance

Desiring Him

"What was I thinking?!" I said to myself as I slapped my face.
I am here to get revenge on him.To make him pay for murdering Alex."Why was I going in that direction!"
I laid down on my bed and thought about it all day.
I refused to have lunch and evening snacks.I was broiling with anger.I turned around, making my back face the door when I saw his car arriving from my window.
It wasn't long until a knock was placed on my door.I didn't dare to look back because if I looked into those magnetic eyes,I'd be lost in them again.
He entered after a while,"Lucia..." He whispered gently.His breathy voice was so modulated that it could penetrate through my stoned heart.
When he placed his hand on my back,I shivered in fear."Are you awake?" He asked me gently.
I wiped my tears slowly.He pulled me out of the duvet and made me sit.I looked down to avoid eye contact with him.
"Are you feeling sick?" He asked.I didn't respond to anything.He lifted my jaw and made me look into his ocean like eyes, boundless and so deep.
I immediately closed my eyes as some tears fell down.
"What happened?" He asked as his face turned pale upon seeing me."Lucia...what happened?" He asked as he pulled me closer.His voice showed a hint of tense and concern.
I can't deny it because it felt so real.
"Look at me." He said as he cupped my face.I sobbed and wiped my tears.
"Nothing happened." I said as I faked a smile.
"Lucia..." His deep voice rang continuously in my ears.He handed me a bunch of blood-red roses.They were so beautiful.I placed my hand over my mouth to control the sobbing.
I looked at him with tear filled eyes.His deep,gloomy and lonely eyes showed concern for me.
"Why are you doing this?" I finally asked him and burst into tears.
He looked at me and frowned a bit.His expression was blank except for a little bit of sadness in his eyes.
"Because..." He whispered in an extremely sexy voice.He leaned closer to me.I could hear his heavy breathing.
Suddenly,the environment became cold and heavy.I don't know what happens to me when he comes closer,he made it difficult for me to breathe.
I tried to move but he held me tightly in his arms.When his fingers moved to my face,I saw a few deep cuts on his fingers.His eyes were so magnetic and exotic that my brain couldn't even think about anything.His fragrance made me go crazy.It was incredible.
I could see the light chest hair through his white shirt.I could feel his passion grow each second.His luscious and warm lips came closer to mine.
Just the moment he pressed his hot lips against mine.I lost myself.I lost control.He drove me crazy with his hot kiss.His demonically passionate lips was devouring me.
Tears ran across my cheek.When he felt my tears he kissed me more aggressively.
His fierce lips were drenched with my saliva.I lost my mind.I lost the ability to think.My body couldn't move because he was controlling me.I tried to fight it.I tried to fight my feelings.I tried to fight my heart but he occupied my mind.There was nothing else I could think of.
I was breathing heavily.I could hear his rhythmic and melancholy breathing which sounded extremely beautiful.
I raised my body and gripped his hair with my hands.I kissed him back and licked his luscious and hot lips.My action was impulsive.

I immediately pulled away from him and pushed him."You are not going anywhere and you dare not think about someone else because you are mine!" He said as he grabbed my wrists.His voice had a hint of domination and malevolence yet love and jealousy.

These words don't come out from a person who is lying or manipulating.Then why did General Walker said he was manipulating me?

As soon as Luke left the room, everything turned back to normal.It feels like he was controlling the whole world.I sat on the bed and took the roses.
They were so red just like blood.The beauty of this flower was something divine.
I sniffed the flowers and saw there were no thorns in it.Then I remembered that
Did he pluck out the thorns so I won't get hurt?
Tears ran down my cheeks again but this time with a smile on my face.

I closed my eyes and imagined the flowers were him.I gently placed a kiss on one of the flowers and arranged them beautifully beside my bed.

It was the first time that I felt so loved and peaceful.It felt like he really cared.I smiled upon these various beautiful thoughts.