Autors note:
again im sorry for not posting often ive just been busy and my computer has been down but i am trying to start posting more often.If you have any questions comments or concerns please feel free to contact me my email is Kamerynavila@rocketmail.com i willl be changing the rating after this chapter due to what happens in this chapter.
my father was still not home which for me was amazing because i might have a weekend without him and those weekends i cherish with my life. i didnt want to move from my couch my body hurt i was so sad from what derrick did to me the night before. he didnt call me or text me or come by to say why he wasnt coming he just never showed up, but i guess i never really exspected him to either. i managed to drag myself baack to my room before collapsing on my bed. i could feel the tears rolling down my eyes and i tried my hardest not to cry because to me crying showed weakness and i didnt want to be weak. in my life being weak got me no were it just basically got me hurt by my father.
i managed to make it to my room before i just collapsed on my flloor. i ripped off my dress and threw it across the room. thats when i heard the front door open. i rushed down stairs in just my underwear hoping it was derrick with a reason for never showing up. but sadly it was not him it was my dad with two of his friends. i could smell te beer on them for the stairs.
my father approched me and told me he knew i wanted what was going to happen to me dew to what i was wearing. i tried explainiing why i was dressed like this but ooff coure he didnt care. the next thing i knew my dads friends were climbing on top of me. i learned to stay still during these times and i couldnt feel it as much.
the next thing i knew my underwear and bra was off and his friends were taking turn s rapeing me. the pain and the sadness i felt was unbelieveable. i was terrified of m,y father and this was the reason. from my thirteenth birthday this has been going on. ever since it has started i have always wanted someone to come along and stop hime from doing this is to me. in my mind i guess i kinda hooped this guy would be derrick.
later that night after my dad had passed out and his friends left i was upstairs crying in my room. the next thing i know is i got a call on my phone from a number not saved in my phone. i answered it and it was derrick..
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