ThePanGenderSwitcher
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ThePanGenderSwitcher Lowkey, my life feels like its falling apart. I have a depression tracker, for the 4th week, ive had mild depressive episode, and before that, it was 4 weeks of moderate depressive episodes. SO going on 8 weeks of depressive mode (and this is only what has been tracked, I downloaded it 8 weeks ago, because i was feeling extremely shitty). Class has been giving me anxiety. I've had trouble sleeping for the past month and a half about. Im fighting to not start my ED again, the only reason I haven't is because i feel that if I did, it wouldn't be for the right reasons. (anxiety is a bitch, and is telling me that if start again, its only for attention, even though it would be because of how much I hate my weight) Its just really difficult at the moment. And im getting tired of my parents telling me that I have "no reason to be depressed, you have an amazing life" and my parents borderline mocking me saying "Oh I get it. You're just depressed because i don't buy you every little thing you ask for." I just feel like shit, I had a borderline breakdown the other day, from a course i was taking, and the last straw was when i called my dog, he walked up and then walked right by me, paying me no attention. Im just stressed, i can't slip because i live at home, and I've been sort of wanting to slip lately. Im stressed, depressed, anxious, fidgety, and a bit compulsive (I feel like i have to take two showers, or everything is just really off, i didn't take one yesterday, and it took me a few hours to fall asleep, even though i took my melatonin). I have been like physically sick as well, ive had bad headaches, and am also constantly nauseous
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