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Chapter 6

Louis' POV:

As the nurse leaves us both blushing, I look back at Harry. He's so cute blushing. I don't know why I care about him so much but I just do. I guess it's my instinct to protect children, he's so fragile and broken, even though he's about and inch taller than me, he's so small. How could anyone hurt him?

The thought makes tears run down my cheeks. I have to tell him. It's the right thing to do. I turn back to him and he's tapping his fingers. 

"70.. 71.. 72.. 73.. 74.." Harry's muttering under his breath while tapping his fingers. I look at him with amazement. He's so amazing. 

I took a peek at his medical chart and it confirmed that he does have OCD. 

Once he reaches 100, still not seeing that I had been staring at him. 

Now or never.

"Harry?" I say. His head snaps up and looks right at me with his beautiful green eyes. His hair is crazy after being not washed for a day. 

I look at his face which is bruised. Last nights events film through my head, and it takes me a second before I realize that tears are running down my face.

"I'm so sorry." I squeak out. I sound so weak and I hate that. I clear my throat and look back at him. He looks so concerned. 

"He... got out Harry. After I caught him, h-he r-ran ou-out and I-I cal-led the p-police and they're s-still looking f-for h-him." I choke out. He freezes. He looks like he's about to run out of the room. 

Instead, he turns his head away from me. That hurt. 

A tear slides down his cheek. I really wish I had caught Derrick. 

The nurse comes through the door right then and practically runs over to Harry. "Oh my god, Harry, are you in pain?" The nurse says with a concerned look on her face. Harry doesn't turn around, like it pains him to look at me.

"No." He whispers. 

"Harry dear, what's wrong?" The nurse says, writing his vitals down. 

"Iwanthimtoleave." Harry says. "Could you repeat that please Harry?" The nurse says with the fakest smile. She's getting on my nerves.

"I want him to leave." He says. My jaw drops. I can't believe it, I saved his damn life! The nurse looks at me with a sorry look.

"I'm sorry Mr. Tomlinson, I'm going to have to ask you to leave this room." She says with a sad face. 

"Fine, if that's what you want." I say, getting up. A tear slides down my face, I wipe it away. Why would he send me out? Because I didn't catch Derrick?

Whatever. 

I slam the door on my way out.

Harry's POV:

Good job.

It's better like this, he deserves someone better than you.

You fuck up.

I break down at that point. It wasn't even his fault that Derrick wasn't caught. Somehow, it still hurts. 

Because you love Derrick.

Only Derrick could ever love you.

The nurse comes over and looks super worried. "Harry, why are you crying?" She says. 

"I want Louis." I say. I do, I want Louis here. I want Derrick here. I want things to go back to the way they were. Derrick loved me. I was just being bad. I could be better. 

"Harry you just sent him away." She says. She's right. I fuck everything up. 

Yeah, you do.

Kill yourself.

No one loves you.

Only Derrick can and he left you.

"Yes." I squeak out. "Okay, he can come tomorrow, you need to rest." What? No! I need to apologize. I messed up. How can I make it up to him? I need him to forgive me.

I nod my head on the pillow. She leaves my room and I cry into my pillow. I can't do anything right. I can't be loved. 

I cry until I fall asleep, and hope I don't wake up.

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wow, what a sad chapter..

i love this story lmao, i hope you do too.

- Lillian xx