The Broken Boy

Chapter 10

***contains rape. Will mark it off with stars***

Chapter 10

Niall’s POV

After I ran out of Liam’s house, I didn’t know where I went. I just ran and ran. I knew Liam would choose his family over me. I mean who wouldn’t? With my ugly blonde hair and annoying crooked teeth. Not to mention I couldn’t give myself to him. I slowed to a walk because my lungs were burning. I wiped my eyes so I could see and I looked around at my surroundings. Shit. I was in the bad part of town.

“Hey cutie. What are you doing way over here?” I heard a deep voice ask. I slowly turned around to find a big guy coming up to me and I started moving away from him.

“Hey darling, don’t be like that.” He said, advancing a little more. He grinned at me showing his yellow teeth that looked worse than even MY teeth. His next action was so quick I had no time to respond. He swiftly grabbed onto my arm and clamped a hand over my mouth. He pulled a sock out of his pocket and stuffed it in my mouth before handcuffing my hand together and dragging me into an alley. He instantly started to kiss me and suck on my neck. When I felt something hard poking my thigh, I looked down to see his member brushing against me. I knew what was going to happen and I didn’t care anymore. I fought but only so he would think nothing of it. I wanted to die. I was going to be raped again. Then my thoughts clicked over to Liam and I realized that even if we were no longer together I still loved him. I began fighting harder but this in turn made the other man love it even more. He promptly undid my belt, throwing it away and pulled down my pants and boxers, exposing me from the waist down.

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He undressed himself and with no warning turned me around and thrust harshly into me. I screamed forgetting about the gag I had in my mouth and all that came out was muffled sounds. I felt hot, wet tears fall down my cheeks as he thrust over and over into me. I felt a sticky substance flowing down my thighs and I had a sick feeling in my stomach when I figured out what it was. Blood.

“Ugh. So tight. You’re good.” He said, never losing pace. It had been years since I had been raped by my dad so I guess I would be tight by now. I felt his hot sticky fluid flow into me and I fell to the ground, crying.

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“You were a good fuck.” He said.

He swiftly pulled on his trousers and left me alone, scarred, and bleeding.

I curled up into a ball and cried myself to sleep right there, too weak to try and move.

Liam’s POV

I woke up in an unfamiliar room and I freaked out before last night’s events flowed back into my brain. Niall was still missing. That thought got me up. I quickly took a shower and when I got out I checked the clock. It was about ten in the morning.

“Liam, dear? Are you awake?” I heard Ms. Molly call. I replied with a yes and I made my way out into the direction I heard her voice come from.

“Liam. I made some breakfast and then you can start looking for Niall.” She said sweetly, placing a plate of pancakes in front of me. I thanked her before eating my breakfast.

“Ms. Molly, why were you so kind to me?” I asked her.

“Well, dear. It isn’t every day that I find a young man so in love that he is willing to leave his family for the other person. I think that is amazing that you two have that kind of love.” She said, smiling lightly.

“Thank you.” I said. “I haven’t told him yet.” I said, hanging my head.

“Haven’t told him what?” She asked puzzled.

“I haven’t told him I loved him. I think that was why he ran out. I think he thinks I choose my parents over him.” I said.

“Why on earth would he think that? You are obviously in love with him and I have never even seen you together.” She exclaimed.

“Niall is very self-conscious. He had some…bad things happen to him as a kid.” I said vaguely.

“Care to explain?” She said, patting the seat next to her.

“Well, when he was twelve, his father raped him.” I started. She gasped and a tear escaped her eye.

“That’s horrible. How could anyone do that to a child?” She asked.

“He had come out to his parent only about a year or two earlier and his dad never treated him the same.” I explained.

“Oh that poor child. Continue.” She said.

“Well after the first time, his father started beating as well as raping him. He did this…multiple time and after a while Niall began cutting. He still does and I’ve seen his scars. They are all over his body and there are hundreds. They are on his hips, thighs, ribs and mostly his wrists. His wrists are completely scarred and I can’t even see the skin between his cuts. The criss-cross all the way up to his elbow and where they are worst he wears bracelets but he wears a lot of long sleeved shirts. He gets freaked out very easily and whenever I try to do anything with him he freaks out and starts to shake. He will jump and cower from me if I touch him without him seeing me first. He is always caught in a flashback and I can’t seem to get him out. It hurts me when I try to comfort him because he pushes me away because he is terrified that I’ll hurt him.” I explained. I saw another tear slip from her eye and I wiped it away.

“That boy. That boy is so messed up in his little head he can’t get out. He will keep hurting himself until he finds someone to protect him and you need to be that person, Liam. Give him time and he will come around.” She said, pulling me into a hug. “Take my car and drive around. Look for him and when you find him comfort him, tell him he’s wrong, but listen to him. He’s going to be upset but you need to help him.” She said.

“If it’s all the same, I’d like to walk. I need to think and I don’t want to drive at the same time.” I told her.

“I will keep the door unlocked but if you find him you can come back and get your stuff whenever.” She said. I kissed her cheek, thanking her again and I walked out in search of my boyfriend.

I was walking around town, calling for him and ignoring the confused, angry, and annoyed glances. I walked as far as the bad part of town. I was about to call it quits when I heard a scream come from an alley. I cautiously crept up to the entrance and held up my phone for light. There was a little bit of movement but I didn’t see anything that could be dangerous so I slowly walked in. I froze when I saw a pair of feet. They were shaking and as I walked closer I could see that it was a boy and he was naked from that waist down. There was blood and…other substances all around him and when I saw that face I almost screamed. It was Niall.