Holding Faith

Chapter 6

Hey guys quick A/N something funky happened with my book so yeahhhhhhh.
This will be short

Roses POV
"Good morning poptaaaat queen!" Ivry said. "Good morning Bacon goddess!" I replyed. Speaking of bacon there is much of it this morning there was much of it..
"How was your sleep?" She asked while flipping pancakes.I immediately felt my face get heated . It probably was crimson red. "Haha very funny (>:( ) " I replied. "Shheeezzzeee just asking!" She mumbled. eventually everybody woke up and ate so I went upstairs. I went into the guest bedroom and sat down. I realized how bad my life is I took out a pencil and paper from the desk and wrote

1. Abusive dad

2Bipolar stepmom (doesnt bi polar mean multiple personality?)

3.Mute stepsister (not really a big problem)

4.cheating boyfriend

5soaf (don't ask)

6 I cut

7I AM A FREAK

I finished my list and rolled up my sleeve. The names, The hurt. I saw all the names "Asheil , Gerry(dad),Brooke (bully) and more. I gripped my razor from my gym bag and ran to the bathroom. I locked the door and turned on the shower. (to create a distraction) I gripped the Razor and wrote 2 New names "Jace and Amy" they caused me pain they caused me hurt. I watched as the blood ran down my arm. I ran and slid my arm into the shower. This is the new me. I am a cutter, A utter freak. I am, Rose Hilton. And I have Been holding my faith which is slipping. I am a dying form of Rose. I am not normal but I am me I am Rose Hilton.

~A/N .....

Okay I said I was done but idk that was unfair so here and now wait 4 a while
~ej?