it kills me
when i think
about
the last time
you
called me
it pains me
when i recall
my last words
to you-
"don't come back
i don't need you
i'm fine"
it agonizes me
when i realise
you are
never
coming back.
you are gone
it cripples me
when i think
about how scared
you might've been
and
how cruel
I had been
to
you
it hurts me
to know
that
there'll never be
another
last time
where
i could
give you
the perfect goodbye,
where
i could
forget my anger
and say,
"mom,
dad,
i love you
please come back
i miss you"
it's really hard to live without you.
i need you
I'm not fine
━━━━
(it's fictional, but inspired by something)
xvii/ eunoia
