Complicated Jacob Black and Sam Uley Love Triangle (ON HOLD)

Guilt and Apologies

     
       I slowly woke up to the annoying sound of a machine beeping and looked around slowly and saw that I was in a hospital room. I blinked my eyes to adjust to the light. Why? ... How did I get here? I thought. I sat up and noticed Jake sleeping on the chair beside my bed.

I smiled warmly and blushed at the sight but frowned still confused as to what happened. I heard Jake start to stir in his sleep, before I knew it I was staring onto the brown eyes of Jacob Black. "Lillypad! You're up!" He exclaimed in relief, "I'll get the Doctor." He shot up from the chair and ran out of the room leaving me in utter confusion and shock at his abruptness.

Jake soon came back a few minutes later with a Doctor who paled in complexion, the same Topaz eyes as Rosalie and Edward, and had very blonde hair that was slicked back, he was very handsome and looked to be in his late 20s or early 30s. This must be dr. Cullen. I thought to myself.

I was brought back to reality when the smooth heavenly sounding voice of Dr. Cullen started, "Hello Ms. Swan, I am Dr. Cullen. Please call me Carlisle. How are you feeling? You sure gave everyone quite the scare. You we're out cold for two days now, we weren't sure if you we're going to wake up." I blinked up at him lost for words,

"U-um what happened?" I asked timidly as I glanced between both Dr. Cullen and Jake confused and scared as to how I ended up here.

Dr. Cullen smiled sympathetically "You we're going on a walk near the woods, to head back home from a friends and was attacked by a bear, Ms. Swan." His tone during those words was nothing but pity and sympathy and I hated it.

I took a shaky breath and looked at Jake for my next question, "Where's Bella and Charlie?" Jake smiled slightly and sat on the chair he was previously sleeping on.

"Charlie and Bella headed to the diner not long ago to grab all of us some food, rather than having to eat gross cafeteria food." I smiled weakly at his answer and flinched as I smiled.

I groaned in pain and closed my eyes taking a deep breath in to sooth myself. I slowly lifted up my hand and felt the right side of my face, I felt the rough bandages and grimanced more at the pain.

Both males in the room looked at me in concern and Dr. Cullen spoke up, "It seems like the pain killers wore off. It's best to wait 3 or 4 hours after to take another one. I will have to keep you overnight for one more night, to keep an eye on you."

I agreed then bodly asked the Doctor "Aren't you Edward and Rosalie's father?" It was a random question but my curiosity got the best of me as they all have the same eyes and pale skin.

He chuckled and gave a dazzling smile, showing his pure white teeth. "Yes. My wife Esme and I adopted them." I nodded with a small smile, "I met all your kids, but I think the girls and I will get along better than anyone else."

He nodded agreeing with me "Yeah my girls have been saying all good things about since you met. You are more than welcome to come over anytime you'd like Ms. Swan." He stated kindly.

"Thanks Dr. Cullen, I appreciate it." I nodded politely and he walked out to go check on another patient.

After a couple minutes of silence , I soon heard arguing outside the room and looked out the door and saw Sam talking to Jacob, whom I didn't even noticed left the room, Sam looked visibly upset and had large bags under his eyes, he looked like he hasn't slept or eaten in days.

I think Sam felt my stare and looked over at me, I gasped at the heavy emotion that shown in his eyes. Every emotion possible was in his eyes but the biggest most prominent one was guilt.

Suddenly, it was like memory lane decided to hit my head with a truck. The memory came jogging back up to me and I closed my eyes tight. I saw nothing but a familiar male figure, shaking uncontrollably, while we we're at the First Beach. I then saw myself being violently flung onto my back on the beach floor. Claws. Blood. So much blood. Pain. Dark Brown eyes. It was Sam who did this.