Jungkook's Birthday (Jinkook)

5 - THE PAST

Jungkook still restless he try to go back to sleep but he can't.

His mind keep return to the past when things are so grey about his sexual oriented. The things that make him questions about himself.

Its all start just because they are bathing together as they did before they debut with the fact at that time the bathroom is only one while so many of them. So they need to take turns. However after few years they debut they leave in the dorm with bathroom facilty that much better than in the past. But still they sometimes take a bath together for save time or for fun. Then the incident happen after Jungkook become an adult.

It was late night so rather than waiting they decide to take a bath together like they always did cause they want to immediately take their dinner after long practice. As always they help each other to scrub their backs but what Jungkook not realize is that whenever Jin touch him his little brother always twitching and somehow grow harder. He feels so hot but he can't understand what is happening to him.

Until Jin saw it how Jungkook looks so restless. He saw something is changing with the maknae at below part of his body "Well well well ... Our maknae is an adult now. And you grow up great as well judging from my view."

This remark making Jungkook blushing and confuse cause he can feel his lower body part grow harder with Jin just looking at him and It's hurting him.

Jungkook didn't understand what happen so he scream at Jin for help since his tears almost falling.

Immediately Jin calm maknae down "Please don't cry Kookie. This is natural for a man to be like this when they become an adult. I will help you but this gonna be our secret okay? No one should know about this."

With tears in his eyes he nod fast and keep pointing at his below part for help.

Jin slowly move from his back to facing him. He pull up Jungkook to sit at the side of tub so he can bend his knees in front of him. In Jungkook view to see his beloved hyung upclose with his little brother is freaking him out but he was not in very comfortable position to say anything. All he wants is for Jin to help him to ease his pain.

So Jin slowly gently touch Jungkook's harden wood and stroke it. He can hear Jungkook scream in pleasure with every stroke that he makes for him. His squeaky voice now echoing in the bathroom. Luckily it was Jin's private bathroom and his bedroom was lock so no one can hear or come in.

The way Jin touch him making maknae scream harder and it's making Jin little brother getting hard as well but he focus on the maknae until he can't hold it that is when Jungkook release all over the floor and Jin's lower body cause he already stand up.

When Jungkook return from his high he saw Jin is stroking himself to release as well.

"Hyungie let me help you too. You have done a lot for me."

"It's okay Kookie. I can do it myself. As you see that we can do it ourselves that is what guy usually do when they need a release. So don't be shy and confuse. When you found your partner she or he they will help you. Now let's finish our shower so we can get out here and eat. We need to rest immediately since we all very tired. Also seems we can no longer take a bath together with your body reaction is already change now."

After that night Jungkook was really sad cause his hyung refuse to take a bath together with him and he feels now that he misses Jin's touching him. It's making him more and more confused everyday. He try to find out what is happening with him.

Months and months he hide himself from others especially Jin. He knows that he making Jin sad by keep avoiding and hiding from him but he was afraid if Jin finds out about his feeling he will lost Jin for good.

At that time they are becoming more and more busy so all members have no time to play but keep practicing and show up at all TV stations. At night they all busy resting or workout to make themselves more healthtier.

Still he avoid the rest of the members by keep himself busy. He remember how Jin glancing at him sometimes try to talk to him or make jokes with him but he always responded back at him in a simple way.

Most of Jungkook's time when avoiding others is searching and try to understand about how he become like this. After long search and experiment's he finally found all the answers.

With the help of all members that not knowing he was doing research on them he got the answers. The staff without their notice also help him in so many ways.

Later he realize his feeling is only work at Jin - no man or woman can replace Jin in his heart no matter how much he try. His body only function when Jin touch him or around him. When he knows about this he try so hard to go back as the old Kookie that Jin love so much. After he abandon his hyung for awhile.

Lucky for him Jin always will be his big hyung that love him so much. Jin did ask him once what happen, why he avoiding him back then. All Jungkook ever reply is puberty and Jin never ask him again after that.

What Jin said making Jungkook sad but Jin didn't know. All he knows that Jungkook become far away from him back then.

For now the old Jungkook is return to his old phase becoming everyone beloved maknae since he gots all his answers.

Jin and Jungkook always shower together now when they can since Jungkook can be persistant and Jin give in. But their habit of showering together become a punishment for Jungkook cause they can't go beyond soaping each others.

Nowadays both are still very touchy and intimate when nobody around. Jin always let him kiss on the lips when no one around and touch his bottom. Others tell him that Jin is in love with him but he didn't believe them cause although they shower together still Jin won't help Jungkook to release his harden part.