Ascended Sun (Completed)

5. Shadow

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🌹Sun calling 🌹
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" what is it why are you calling again."

Singto cannot keep the sheer irritation off his voice .. too many things have transpired since afternoon and now cherry on top..his ex-boyfriend calling when the painter just desperately wants to go back to the conversation between his dad and Forth..and watch his Krist from afar, again ..

So, Singto is not sorry for not hiding is pissed off expression from his voice as he is definitely not in any mood to get reprimandation from Sun for trying to find his "dead soulmate" .. as Sun likes to herald Krist..

" It may surprise you ..but I do care about you and so I will call, and demand to know how are you, where are you until I feel like it,  call me clingy, call me dumb but I am me... . And Why are you exactly sounding so irritated anyways.. What happened again ..you search did it end up in a wild goose chase like I predicted..?"

"Sun .. I will speak to you later..I am in an important meeting.."

" Meeting? With whom? Didn't you tell me before we parted that you are only going back to Thailand to bring him back.. atleast tell me one answer phi Singto before you unceremoniously again cut me off .. is he alive?"

Sun's voice becomes soft from the fake taunting tone he was using , almost becoming a whispered plea ...on one hand the young boy's heart beats expectantly, yearning the answer as no from Singto, confirming that Krist is not alive ...

But remembering the tortured soul he is speaking to, who went back to his motherland with so much dream and hope .. Sun foolishly also wishes for a yes.. he loves the painter more than his selfish heart needs, unfortunately..

Singto can't ignore the veiled pain and the raw concern in that voice calling him from thousands of miles away..

" yes I found him.. he is alive .."

" really?!! Oh fuck.. sorry congratulations so when are you getting him back to meet me.. I need to see how handsome he is anyways that with my great sexy body and bed skills you still kept on hankering for him."

Sun laughs but Singto is not fooled , he can hear the hoarseness of the younger's broken voice .. and the guilt creeps in stealthily in the elder's heart knowing he is hurting the younger again....

" sorry my sunshine.. "

" hey phi.. Pls don't say sorry .. I always knew I cannot be your forever .. whether he is alive or dead .. he will keep on burning in your heart for eternity as cliche as it sounds" 

Singto can hear the deep breaths the younger takes steadying his tear strained voice as he continues..

"Phi he is and will remain your soulmate, i am just the doppelgänger .. so back to my question .. when are you bringing him back.. you have to make him meet me.. you promised..me.. otherwise, as pathetic or petty it sounds,  I can never move on from you unless I know you are truly happy."

Singto this time sighs deeply himself , as the previous conversations with Krist comes rushing back to him.. Sun has been his confidant for the past years .. more than lover he has been his constant friend through his darkest of hours ..so the hurt deep within him as spoken words, tumbles out before he can stop himself..

" He says he has moved on.. Sun, he says he want to bid his goodbye when we meet privately in two days."

" What the actual fuck!!!! How can he !! Wait wait .. is he In a new relationship? Does he love that person..? Oh phi .. he cannot do this to you .. if he is really alive why didn't he come back to you .. did you ask him that.? Phi talk to me.. pls."