Explaining

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Zayn's P.O.V

I'm looking at Harry, who was sleeping peacefully on my bed. I thought about how I acted towards the Cullens, Louis and Niall, just because Harry was unconscious. My body just felt the need to protect him from anything and anyone that could possibly cause him harm.

I don't know why, at the time, I saw the Cullens, Louis and Niall as a threat! Well, I guess that maybe, it could have been that the Cullens are vampires and it was a vampire that had attacked Harry, so their scent could have triggered me. However, I still can't seem to find a reason why I would growl at Niall and Louis. I just can't seem to wrap my head around it! I treated them like a threat, even though I have known them almost my entire life! Hell! They are even part of my own pack....

My inner thoughts were cut off when I felt and saw Harry move. I rushed to his side and I heard him groan in pain. "Are you ok, Harry? Does your head hurt?" I asked him softly, knowing that he took a harsh blow to his head.

"Yes. I just have the meanest headache ever. What even happened after I was knocked out?" He asked me as he massaged his temples.

"Well, as you can see, there are no other wounds on your body. That is because I tackled that goddamn vampire to the ground before he could stab you with the knife that he had. I tore that bloody creature apart like fucking paper. Then, the Cullens set the thing on fire, the vampire I mean. Then, I waited for someone to come because the Cullens had gone because I had just torn apart a vampire. Smelling 4 other scents that belonged to vampires wouldn't necessarily calm me down, at all," I chuckled, "Then I stayed with you while Louis went to go and get Dr. Cullen, knowing that by the time he would have gotten there, I would have calmed down. Then you were in a weird state where you were awake, but not conscious. You shifted while you were in that state, so that I could carry you back in wolf form. Now, here we are." I skipped out the parts where I acted like I was protecting my mate, rather then my best friend.

"Oh, ok. Thank you for saving my life." He said as he hugged me and buried his face into the crook of my neck.

I stilled for a second, not knowing how to react. Then I hugged him back and put my face into his curly locks of hair. The hug felt so strangely intimate, even though we were only hugging one another. It was almost like the hug had a deeper meaning. I shrugged off that thought and broke the hug.

"Do you think that you'll still be able to come to Bradford to celebrate Louis 16th birthday and finding his mate?" I asked him, wanting to fill the silence. I didn't do well with silence.

"Yes, of course I do. Is it alright if my friend Liam can come? Remember, he's the one that we met at Sainsbury's." Harry asked. Oh yes, I remember him. The one that Harry practically jumped on.

"Yeah, sure. My mum loves to meet new people. Plus, I kinda told my mum about you and is now dying to meet you." I chuckled lightly as I scratched the back of my neck.

"Well, we know how all mums are, don't we?" Harry giggled.

"Yep, that we do." I agreed, smiling at him.

"Oh, and what happened when we got back? While I was still unconscious. I remember some things, like Dr. Cullen checking on me and Louis and Niall coming, but its all so blurry. I think it was because of the immense pain I was in." Harry asked, looking at me questioningly.

I sighed, again remembering my actions and behaviour yesterday. "Well, yesterday was a mess. I was a mess." I said, subtly summing up my behaviour yesterday to him.

"What do you mean 'you were a mess yesterday'? Surely I didn't have that much of an impact on you." Harry said, shocked for some reason.

"Of course it affected me! Your one of my closest friends! I don't know what I would do without you, Harry. I can't lose you, Hazza. I just got you." I said as I engulfed Harry into a hug and sighed into his hair.

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