I fucked up didnt I?

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Everyone is visiting Bora making sure she's okay. But I'm the one that wants to make sure she's okay. Not hear it from other people. Its been what 5 days? And she still dosnt want to see me. She dosnt even want to come out of her room!! And when I do see her it's when she goes to the bathroom and when I go to talk to her she ignores me and slams the door in my face.

Its driving me insane but you know what I'm going to enter her room today. I go to her door and knock. "Come in unless you're Jungkook then STAY OUT!" She says and oof did that hurt. But I still enter, she turns around and literally bro not even playing her iris goes so dark. "What the FUCK DID I TELL YOU?? I TOLD YOU NOT TO ENTER MY ROOM GET OUT I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU" She screams "Bora Ple-"
"NO JUNGKOOK AND THINKING ABOUT IT I THINK WE SHOULD JUST TAKE A BREAK FROM EACH OTHER" She says so furiously. "Bora what?" I ask "baby you don't mean that please" I start to choke up in my words. "Bora come on it was a mistake, I can't live with out you. Please" I start to cry. Then I kneel "Bora BABY PLEASE. I DID WRONG OK. I DIDN'T MEAN TO SCREAM AT YOU OR, OR TO PUSH YOU I WAS JUST SO MAD AT THE MOMENT MI AMOR PORFAVOR" I start to ball my eyes out. I look at her and her iris is turning back to the regular red it is. She sits on her bed just seeing me there. I get up and run to take her in my arms. "Please tell me you don't mean it please". She pulls me away as I just get even more hurt. "Give me 5 days to rethink my decision" she tells me. "Baby what no please" I cry even harder. "Can you leave my room please" she tells me and takes my arm. MY ARM instead of my hand to lead me out of the room. Then closes the door. I run to my room and slam the door as I start to cry and cry my eyes out. "I fucked up didn't I? WHY WHY DID I DO IT" I cry harder grabbing things and throwing them across the room. I look at this picture frame I have of me and Bora holding hands together. I place it down and look at everything else. I yank the TV off the wall, I trash my room completely, break my PC and my consoles everything except that picture frame. I go to break everything on my shelf as someone is holding me back. "LET ME GO" I scream cry. "Jungkook you need to calm down" Jimin the one holding me says. I stop resisting and just go limp in his arms. "She wants to take a break" I cry even harder. "Why did everything happen so fast?" Jimin let's go of me as I just cry as if I lost someone important in which I did. I get up and do what Jimin didn't let me do,throw everything off my shelf. Glass breaks and shatters every where but I don't care ha. "JUNGKOOK CALM THE FUCK DOWN" Jimin screams at me but it just passes through my ears. I just drop to the ground as everything turns black.

Boras POV:
Once he leaves my room I cry my eyes out. "JUNGKOOK IM SO SORRY BABY" I cry scream. I start throwing everything everywhere. I burn my bed sheets, my school work, my book bag, my everything. I stop and here crashing and screaming coming from Kookies room. "What did I do? WHAT TF DID I DO?" I scream and cry just throwing things everywhere. This snow globe I had on my bed side table was gripped in my hand as the heat is making the glass start to crack I throw it as hard as I can to my tv and shatters both tv and the the snow globe. I'm so angry at myself. I'll tell him In 3 days that we can stay together. I just UGH. "Kookie my baby" I cry as I hold the teddy bear he got me for my birthday. I get up and grab my drawer and slam it to the floor with everything on top breaking. I'm so mad at myself. I feel a pair of arms wrap around me. "Kookie" I say with a sad smile. But it's just Tae. "Speak to me Bora" We sit on the floor cause the bed was too burnt. "Tae I told Jungkook we needed a break" I cry in his arms. "I don't think I can be myself if I don't stay with him" I continue saying. "Well if it makes you feel any better. Jungkook can't live without you either and smashed his room up too" he said as I look at him and start to cry even harder. Jin then entered the room. "Bora" Jin looks down. "Yes?" I say. "Jungkook fainted" he said biting his lip. "He what" I say as my tears continue rolling. "Where is he? I NEED TO SEE HIM" I scream "I don't think you should go Bora didn't you want to take a break?" Tae says. " FUCK THIS BREAK. I DIDNT MEAN IT. IT JUST CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH" I scream and run to Jin and grab his collar. "Jin where please" I tell him and he sighs and takes me with him. Into Jungkooks room. His room all destroyed except the picture frame of me and him.

My tears start to roll down as I see him in his bed. I put my gloves on and touch his face. "Can you give us a moment Jimin, Jin?" I say and they nod and walk out the room. "Jungkook my love I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to say that. I was talking out of fury. I don't want to take a break from you. Your the greatest thing that's has ever happened to me." I cry and caress his face. I swear I've done it again. I hurt Jungkook. "I'm so sorry Jungkook I've hurt you again, please please forgive me" I say and silent cry. A hand slowly reaches my face to wipe the tears from my face. "Baby don't ever say that to me again. That phrase is illegal in this relationship" He says groggy. I look up and take him into my embrace. "Kookie I'm so so sorry. *hiccup* I was talking out of fury. I didn't mean it. I can't live my life without you" I say and hug him tighter as he does the same. "Bora promise me you'll never EVER say that again. You scared me Bora" he says and takes his pinky out. I connect our pinky's and thumbs. He lifts my chin and placed his lips on mine. He pushes my head into his a little more just to deeply kiss me. He nibbled my lips has I continued kissing him with my arms around his neck. He pulls away and I whine. "Your such a baby" He giggles. I giggle back but wrap my arms around him and keep my face in the crook of his neck. " There baby the kiss you wanted. I love you with all my heart don't ever try separating yourself from me" he says as I just nod. I get sleepy from all the crying I've done.

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Author Gali.

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