Hot Boy Bummer (For Seiny's Contest)(God Why Did I Do This)(MIGHT BE CONTINUED)

My Confession

I waited patiently under the cherry blossom tree, twiddling my thumbs. The anticipation is killing me, my heart starts racing faster every second. I feel like I'm going to explode. I jump at the feeling of a light tapping on my shoulder. I turn around to see him, my true beloved, the only one for me, the one who only belongs to me, and I'm the only one that can have him. Nyash-Chan, the cutest boy in school, and the person who I've had a crush on for 6 years now.

"You wanted to see me?" Nyash asked, brushing his jet black hair out of his gorgeous face. He was always so dreamy like that. His brown eyes were always so easy to get lost in.

"Y-You scared me!" I yelped. My legs started shaking, I've barely started speaking and I'm already trembling. I can't believe this! I'm already crumbling and I haven't even started my confession! My head is starting to spin, I feel like I'm going to faint! Until... Nyash waves his hand in front of my face bringing me back to Earth.

"You okay?" Nyash asked concerned. "You already dozing off?" My skin became flushed and my face radiated heat. Nyash's heavenly voice always did that to me, I just can't help it. After a short awkward silence, my words started to fall out of my mouth.

"OKAY, I ADMIT IT! I LOVE YOU, OKAY?! I fucking love you! I just want to be your girlfriend! I want to put a heart on my profile linking to your profile and have a wall text of you commenting cute things! I want to play video games with you, talk on discord all night, and watch movies while cuddling together! . .But you just seem so uninterested in me..." My ears and tail start to droop as I continue my confession. "I-I can't take it anymore! It breaks my heart whenever I see you hang out or talk to someone else! I want to remove you from my life to stop this feeling! But I can't because I care too much about you! I want you to be mine and mine alone, Nyash-Senpai!" I started to squeal and wrapped my arms around Nyash. I felt like a snake ensnaring my prey. I just can't help myself around him. . . I started to purr and rub my head in circles on his chest. I just can't stop myself! Nyash is everything to me. "I dyed my hair that weekend when you told me you liked blondes. I-I felt so touched when you lent me your pen that day in English class. . . It was your favorite color, pastel teal. . . And you gave it to me! I saved that pen forever and I even touched myself with it, you know? Remember when you had a paper cut? When you threw away that bandage I grabbed it out of the trash and took it home with me. I cut my own finger and mixed our blood together, we're destined by blood to be together, Nyash!" Nyash started to step away from me and pried my hands off him. He can't leave. Destiny can never be changed.

"Y-You're insane! G-Get away from me! I could never love someone like you! Besides, how could you have not picked up that I'm gay yet?! We've been friends for 7 years! I like men! I like dick! TROUSER SNAKES!" Nyash screamed while walking backward. He fell on the ground and scooted even further away from me.

I scoffed and my eyes turned red, "I can't believe it. I've been chasing after you for so long just to be told I never had a chance in the first place." I stepped on Nyash's torso, pinning him on the ground. "I didn't even like you in the first place you bitch! I lied because you're so pathetic that you'd never get a boyfriend or even a girlfriend! You're so ugly and stupid that no man or woman would even try to come into contact with you! YOU'RE DISGUSTING! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! STUPID! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I fucking HATE YOU!!" I continued screaming in Nyash's face while he laid helpless under my foot.

"Please! Just leave me alone!" Nyash cried out, gasping for air.

"Well Nyash, if I can't have you. . ." I whispered, pulling out a small pink jeweled butterfly knife I hid in my skirt. I twirled the knife around in the air, taunting him. "No one can." I jabbed the knife in his shoulder first, I watched him squirm while a bit of blood dribbled out of his shoulder. His white button-up started to turn red. But . . . We both had made a grave mistake.

Nyash POV

My entire mind was screaming. Was this really it? Am I really going to die just because of some cliche-ass yandere girl that just happened to like me? Even though there was blood gushing out of my shoulder, the adrenaline rushing through my veins kept me from passing out. My breathing started to slow even more. I refuse to die like this. She raises the jewel encrusted pink butterfly knife in the air, prepared to stab me again. No. I refuse to die like this. I will NOT die to ERICKA. I wrapped my hand around her ankle and I pulled as hard as I could. I watched Ericka's face fill with shock as she dropped her knife and dropped to the ground. I closed my eyes, afraid of what she'd do to me. All I heard was a crack. Still, to this day, I will never be able to say that I expected the horrific sight that lay before me. I composed myself, and stood up. I'm too scared to open my eyes. . . But I'm also curious. I took a peek through my fingers to see my childhood friend limp on the ground. Her dyed blonde hair dripped red from the back of her head. A rock covered in crimson lay behind her. Her eyes pierced through my soul, despite hers being gone. I-Is she. . . Is she dead? I-I didn't mean to! I just wanted to stay alive! I started to step away and I looked everywhere around me checking for witnesses. My breathing finally started to calm down. Mom. . . 

I think I just killed someone.

So. . .

How am I going to dispose of you?