Ravenwood

Believe { Tarmara }

I thought about Tarmara, boy! she really wanted me dead. How long has she been in love with him? Does he know that she's in love with him? I sat up feeling frustrated and Alexander's been gone over an hour. Then I remembered the food. Well! I'm too hungry to care whose food it belongs to. I sat by the table and started to eat the very delicious food. I finished the food and I felt completely full. I was grinning again. I got up and then Regina barged in and attacked me with a bear hug.

" OMG! You're not dead!" Regina pushing me away and looking at me carefully. She sighed in relief and said " Thank God!" I nodded and said " How are you?" She laughed and then stopped and said " I'm gonna friggin' kill him" OKAY! not so lady- like. I laughed and said " You know, Regina. That was not very lady like" She looked upset and said " Well! I'm not in the lady mood" I nodded and sat down on the bed. Slowly she smiled and said " I see you are very comfortable with my big idiot brother." I felt a blush rise to my cheeks and me looking down trying to hide my blush. I could feel her smile at me and said " Don't worry!" I nodded recovering from my major blush. Regina looked happy and said " I'm gonna go" I nodded and said " Thank you, Regina"

I walked out of his room and heard crying and screaming. It was coming from Alexander's office. I didn't mean to eavesdropping but I just couldn't help it.

Please master forgive me! I was just trying to protect you!

From a human?

It's my duty to protect the king.

It's my guards that have to protect me not you! Your duty is to do whatever Ms. Victoria wishes.

Yes, master

Hurt her in anyway, I'll make sure you will regret it, Tarmara! You can come in, Victoria.

My eyes widen, only 2 words " Oh shit" I knew trouble would come. He sounded very mad. I slowly opened the door and saw Tarmara on her knees with tears in her brown eyes. She glared at me but I couldn't care very much about her then. I looked at Alexander who has his hands on his desk looking up at me. He looked pretty goddamned angry. His eyes stared sharply at me and that made me wanted to curl up into a ball and let the grounds swallow me. I looked at the carpet floor that was dark red.

" I'm sorry" I said quietly, then in seconds Alexander was in front of me. He gently used his finger and lifted my chin so I would look at him. His touch made me shivered. His deep blue eyes stared at me then I broke away the eye contact. OMG! I'm in a rose garden, and the roses have many colors and they are glowing. Oh my freak! If I was a little girl I would have thought that a handsome prince took me to wonderland, Well! this is even better because I don't have a prince but I have a king and this is not wonderland, this is reality. I was stunned at how beautiful they looked with the moonlight shining on them.

" Wow!, this is-" I said , I couldn't exactly find the right word to describe this moment but surely it was more than magical.

I looked Alexander who had a small smile on his lips and he said " Only the royal family can attend this garden but originally it's for a queen" My small jaw dropped to the floor. I am so far away from being royal and not any royal. This garden is meant for a queen. I didn't get why he brought me here because supposely this is for a queen and I am not a queen at all. God! speaking of a queen makes me think about that old creepy lady in the dungeon. Weirdy Moments.

" Why am I here?" I asked trying not to sound rude. " I'm not trying to be rude but-" I added on but then Alexander cut me off. " Because I want to give this garden to you" I stared at him wide eyed and said " I'm not a queen, I'm just a little low class human" He shook his head and ran his fingers down my face and said " I could fix that easily, don't you ever think that low of yourself. You are more beautiful than all the queens that wore beautiful dresses and jewelries." butterflies exploded in my chest and stomach, and fireworks were going off like crazy. I wanted to go around screaming out of happiness. I couldn't help but smiled and said " Why me?"  Okay! when I said that, I was kind of worry that he was going to blow up and call me ungrateful. He smiled and said " Because you're my mate" Okay! I have to admit that the- my- mate thing is kind of weird for me. Then if I was not his mate what would happen to me?' You'll be dead' My annoying inner voice said. I paled at the image of me being dead.

" Are you feeling alright, Victoria?" Alexander asked with concern laced with his voice. That snapped me back to the real world again and I nodded and pushed back the image. I looked around and said " Thank you, it's beautiful" I smiled at him and for the first time, he looked truly peaceful. Alexan- Goodness! I really wanted to call him Alex. It was shorter and easier and yeah! I'm lazy.

I smiled and said " Can I call you Alex?" He looked thoughtful for a moment and said " Of Course, Beautiful" I blushed as he called me beautiful. Omg I'm such a dreamer! Who wouldn't be? when you're the vampire king's mate and he's giving almost everything to you. I really don't care about the money and treasures or all of those stuff. If we were meant to be, I'd still love him anyway. OMG! did I just say I love him? I did I did!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then I realized that I just actually jumped around Alex and smiled like an idiot in love. I AM AN IDIOT IN LOVE! I stopped myself and felt extremely embarrassed of my stupid action. My face is probably bright red. Alex looked amused and raised an eyebrow. I felt foolish!, I just couldn't help myself but explode out of happiness. " What were you thinking?, Beautiful" I blushed again! Ugh! I need to learn how to control myself and not blush at the sweet things he says. That is going to be very hard. I smiled and said " I-I-I- just-j-j-j-" I hated when I get nervous and stutter. I didn't know how to tell him that I love him. Oh Shit! what kind of lover am I????!!!!!!!! 

I shifted uncomfortablely under his gaze. He looked at me harder and more serious and oh I really hate it when he goes into Mr. Serious-King mood. I felt a big lump in my throat .

'IjusttoldmyselfinmymindthatIloveyou" I said in one breath and I quickly stared at the ground. I didn't know how he was going to react. I heard him chuckled and then he pulled me into a warm safe feeling hug which I gladly returned.

I'm sorry! I don't really think this is a good chapter. I don't really like this chapter, if you enjoyed this chapter. You are incrediblely kind and extremely nice. I as the writer didn't write this chapter well and I am truly sorry for that! So you don't have to vote this chapter, it's just a terrible chapter. I'm sorry if you felt like you wasted time reading this chapter. I hope the next following chapter will be a lot better than this.

Have a nice day and night, I feel extremely bad about this chapter. :(