My Written Poetries

I Can't

I want to cry but my tears won't fall down
I want to laugh but I'm tear apart
I want to smile but I don't wanna fake
I want to talk to much but I can't
I want to express my feelings but no one's interested.

I'm so broke
I'm not fine
I'm definetly not okay
I'm drown by my own tears
I'm so tired but I can't give up

I'm there when they're broke
I'm there when they needed an advice
I'm there when they can't stand alone
I'm there when they can't fight anymore
I'm there when they're tired
I'm with everyone when they don't have no one.

But...

No one's there to comfort me
No one's there to make me happy
No one's there to give me an advice
No one's willing to stay with me
No one, literally no one is with me

I can't say it's unfair
I can't complain
I can't say anything
All I can do is nothing
'Cause I'm already tired
I won't give up but I'm not
Goin' to say I'm still fighting.