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Fucking Ian James

Just as I thought my day wouldn't get any worse I saw him. Fucking Ian James. My blood started to boil more and more as I was walking closer to him and his group of friends. I was already late to school and now this..

"Kira looking nice. Tell your parents I said hi!" He said smirking when he saw me.

That fucking piece of shit knew very well that they died when I was twelve. I walked past him and felt his eyes on my back.. Might as well give him a little show I thought to myself.
I tropped my purse "accidentally" and picked it up very slowly arching my back as much as I could. He and his friend were whistling and clapping. I turned around, raised my midlle finger in front of my mouth and licked it.

"See you at school! Oh and congrads Miranda told me that you finally got past your bedwetting!" I yelled loudly back to him when I was walking away and all I could hear was his friends laughing and yelling. That made me smile victoriously.

Ians mom Miranda James and my mom were bestfriends since highschool so me and Ian have known eachother our entire lifes. Miranda was like a second mom for me expecially after my parents got into the car accident and died.

"Look who desided to be late againg! I've been waiting for you! Come sit" Juliet said patting the chair next to her when she saw me entering the classroom.  The teacher wasn't there yet thank god I really didn't need another marking on my school records.

"Sorry had to deal with Ian and his friends on the way" I said as I sat next to her.

"Oh sorry, was it bad? You know you guys should try to get along at least a little" She said siling weakly.

Juliet has always had a little crush on Ian and I have absolutely no idea what she sees in him but yeah. I mean the boy was good looking, but so fucking annoying and not to mention the daddy issues. Sometimes I acctually felt bad for him about his dad who was an abusive drug addict, but like atleast he has a dad. I was so relieved when Miranda had finally broken up with him.

School was boring as usual, but the day went by pretty fast. I was walking out with Juliet and we said goodbyes to eachother and then I saw Ian staring at me looking very pissed. Maybe the bedwetting joke was a bit too much.. Well acctually no because he did joke about my dead parents so fuck that.

"Hey Ian! Have fun with your dad tonight while me and your mom go get dinner together. Maybe you could do a couple lines with him!" I yelled at him smirking.

Ian usually went to see his dad when I had plans with his mom. Miranda didn't like him spending time with his dad and neither did I, but it was his own choise.

"Fuck off Kira" Ian said and looked like he was about to come kick my ass.

That was maybe a little too harsh, but he knows I'm just joking... still bit too harsh.

I went straight to Ians house to meet up with his mom and when I got there we went to a local restaurant for dinner. It was nice to spend time with her because she reminded me of my mom. She was sweet..caring..and not to mention funny. When my parents died me an Miranda agreed to meet up every week atleast once so we could catch up on eachothers lifes and we had been doing that for the last five years.

"That restaurant never disappoints the pasta was heavenly!" Miranda said when we were walking to the car.

"I know right that's why we eat there all the time" I said laughing.

Sure the food was amazing, but fuck I really shouldn't have eaten the dessert my stomach is killing me.. It was already getting late, but we had to go pick up some groceries and after that we would go watch a movie together back at the house.

"So you know that Ians birthday is coming up right.. I thought that the three of us could go to the lakehouse together for the weekend if it's okay with you?" She said while we were standing in the line.

A whole fucking weekend with Ian.. Sounds like torture, but I really can't say no.

"Yeah sure that sounds fun, but are you sure you can stand me and Ian fighting for a whole weekend? I just mean that it can get pretty intense" I said to her hesitatingly.

"Oh nonsense you guys get along just fine and also I was planning to take a wine bottle with me" Miranda said laughing.

I could use one too just to stay sane..

We got to the house and picked up a movie from netflix. A horror movie propably wasn't the best choise since I had to walk home alone in the dark. Thankfully Miranda always found a way to make scary movies fun with her comments.

"Good dammit!" I yelled when there was a jumpscare.

"Oh come on that wasn't scary it was literally just a doll that looks like it should belong in some kids show!" Miranda said laughing.

"Yeah right a kids show straight from hell!" I laughed back.

We were only halfway to the movie and I was already sure that I was gonna get nightmares from it. I was regretting that I suggested a horror movie.. just when there was a scary scene going the front door opened and slammed shut. We both jumped straight up.

"What the fuck Ian you scared us!" I yelled to him.

Ian was walking to upstairs and we noticed that he had a black eye.. This wasn't the first time he had came home with some sort of injury after spending time with his dad. Miranda grabbed her phone straight away to call Ians dad. I could see the angriness in her face and the tears forming in her eyes.

"I can go check on him if you want me to." I said to her calmly.

"Yeah that would be nice thank you Kira" She said and tried to hold back the tears that were already falling from her eyes.

Even though I hated Ian it really made me mad that he makes time to meet his dad out of pure love and this is what he gets in return. Fucking asshole if he was here right now I would kill him. I was propably the last person Ian wanted to see right now, but I had to make sure he was okay because Miranda wasn't able to.

"Hey Ian..can I come in?" I asked and carefully knocked on his door.

"No fuck off Kira!" He yelled.

I opened the door anyways and immediately saw the hole in the wall and him holding his bloody hand. Fuck... I went to get some papertowels and water to clean his hand up.

I sat mext to him on the bed and took his hand in mine.

"I can fucking take care of myself just go away" He said and I could hear the pain in his voice..it was killing me.

I didn't say anything I just cleaned his hand carefully. There was no way I would leave him alone right now even though I hated him. I saw the tears falling in his cheeks and felt so bad. Without really thinking about it I hugged him..

"Why the fuck do I keep going back to him? He just.. Fuck!" Ian said and melted in my arms.

I had never seen this side of him.