Promise me?

Party

"So how are we gonna do this?" I asked Ian.

"Well I was thinking if we keep it lowkey at school at first" He said.

"I mean obviosly, but how? Do we start bullying eachother again or what?" I asked confused.

"No maybe just act like last week wothout the awkwardness.. We just won't talk to eachother" He said and I could see that he didn't like his idea.

And that we did..

The few first days went smoothly, but it was frustrating. We were all over eachother right when school ended and no one was around. It was now wednesday and I was walking to lunch with Juliet. She had seemed a little weird all day, but I thought nothing about it.

"I can see the way you look at Ian.." She said and I nearly choked on my food.

"What?" I asked pretending to be confused.

"There's something going on with you two againg and you're going to tell me evetually what it is.. But roght now I have something more important to tell you" She said and wasn't able to hide her excitement.

"There's a party next weekend and we are going!" She yelled.

"Oh wow okay if you want to" I said suprised. Juliet was never really a partygirl so this was new.

Maybe I could set her up with some hot boy so she would get over her crush on Ian.. It was going to be hard, but it really is nessesery since it would be easier then to tell her about us.

After school Ian came to my house so we could spend some time together yet again. We did some homework together and just cuddled. All of a sudden we were foghting about Ian going to see his dad tomorrow.. I hated how he always went back to him even after everything that he had done to him.

"You're just jeallous that I actually have a dad to go to!" He yelled angrily.

"Allroght thats it get the fuck out right now!" I yelled back at him trying to hold in my tears.

Fuck he could be an asshole sometimes not that I haven't known that my entire life, but this was different. I had gotten used to us picking on eacother, but we had never actually fought like this before. Aunty gill had heard us fogting and came to my room and hugged me. She didn't say anything thankfully, but she had propably heard everything.

The mext few days at school were awfull. Everytime I passed Ian in the halls I gave him a deathly stare. I was really mad at him not because we fought, but because what he said during it. Tank god it was friday and the party was tonight. I was having hard time deciding wheter to drink alcohol or smoke weed because both sounded amazing right now. Alcohol would get me fucked up, but weed would relax me witch would be nice right now. Fuck it I'll go with the alcohol.

Me and Juliet were getting ready at her house and then started to make our way to the party. Right after getting out of Juliets house I popped open my vodka bottle.

"Are you sure you can handle that?" Juliet asked worryingly.

God no but that was the point of it. I really wanted to get fucked up tonight and forget all about Ian. I tried to offer Juliet some vodka, but she refused.. propably a good thing since she didn't drink that often. We got to the party and I was already more drunk that I should be. I saw Ian at the corner laughing and having fun with his friends and when he saw me I took a big sip out of my vodka.. I should've known that he would be here.

"I see you're getting into drugs like your dad" I said to Ian when I walked past him and saw that he was smoking weed.

"I see you're trying to get yourself killed like your parents, maybe you should slow down with the vodka" He said.

That's it. Something snapped inside of me and I slapped him right in the face. He took my arm and dragged me into a empty room.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" He yelled at me.

Wasn't it obvious? His comments never got under my skin before but now they felt like knives in my skin. I got so mad that I just started to cry and when he saw that he pulled le into his arms.

"Can't we just try to get this to work" I said quietly.

"Let's talk about that tomorrow when we are both sober" He said.

After a while when I had calmed down we both went back to the party. When Juliet saw me she ran up to me and told me that she heard what had happened. I explained tp her that Ian had said something nasty and I was fed up with his shit so I slapped him. Rest of the party went nicely and we just drank more and danced. After I had finished the whole bottle I was vomiting.. Definetly saw that one coming from miles away, but it still sucked. I was so drunk I almost passed out on the bathroom floor, but Juliet dragged me out of there and called us an uber.

I woke up at my own bed feeling awful.. I had no memory from the party so I grabbed my phone to ask Juliet what had happened and the I saw a message from Ian..

'Just wanted to ask if you got home safely and what time are we meeting today
Ps. Never slap me againg'

What the fuck. I slapped Ian? I wasn't totally suprised, I have wanted to do that many times before, but I acctually did it this time.