The 40 days of my life

Day 3

Well it was the day when the results would come in and now my family is also here. Yesterday night i was quite heavily drugged and had a nice sleep.

The rays of the sun gazing in from the window and onto my face ....i wake up and there she was sleeping beside my bed...holding my hand and just so cute. She looks even more beautiful when she sleeps.

'Aishu.....get up !! It's morning  now.' I said .

And like a little baby she opened her eyes and stated taking a long yawn ' good morning shreyas....how are you now baby?' She said.

'I'm much better and you should have gone home....my mom and dad were her right? Then?' I said.

'So what it's okay na.'she said.

My mom and dad went out and brought all of us some food we sat together and started eating it.

'So aishna what do you do for living?' My dad asked.

'Uncle i am a fashion designer.' She replied.

'That's really gud. And what about your family...wha...' He said and i interreupted.

'Dad please no not this.' I said

'No it's okay.' She said.

Well while we had our lunch they talked a lot..i got frustrated and told my father to shut up and it was just silence of silences.

After some time the doctor came in for giving me th results of the test .

'How are yoy now shreyas feeling any better?' He asked.

'Yeah a lot but still i still feel nausea and dizzyness....jst want fresh air.' I said.

'Okay...anything you think....you know dark thoughts or some freakimg idea'. He asked.

'Actually yeah i quite feel dire in night ....you know loneliness in shit.' I said.

'Why do you feel alone i am always there for you and so are your parents.' Aishna said.

'That's really nice of you.' I said.

After that doctor gave me new medication but he didn't told me why is my prescription changing?.Due to those i felt sleepy and after 5-10 min i stsrted falling asleep. The doctor was still there and was talkimg with my parents and aishna.

'Well i gottta break it to you.....be calm and listen to me.' Doctor said.

'Please tell fast my heart is beating really fast.' Aishna said frantically and grabbed the doctor and shook him.

'Tell us is everything alright.' Dad said.

'Please be calm!!' Doctor exclaimed. 'So here it is....shreyas is suffering from chronic pancreatitis. The attack he had some time back was the harbinger of it.' He said.

'No..noo.no this is not happening.' Aishna said.

'Tell us what will happen and wby did it happen'. My mom asked.

'Well to be true he has not much time left he is on his last stage. Maybe a month..3-4 week or who knows tomorrow. And all his symptoms meet. Basically his pancres are swollen and there are stones in it after some they stop functioning.' Doctor said.

'No this will not happen.....is there any way we can save him.' Aishna asked.

'I'm afraid there is not. But u gotta act nicely and he should not hear this we have to keep eluding him.' He said.

I was about to asleep and i overheard this and i was troubled inside out. I started thinking what will happen to my parents? Aishna will be heartbroken ...i should leave her. How much time is left. I started sweating and all concious. I was still on the bed and wasn't able to sleep. After that i didn't said a word to anyone and just thinking about it all remaining day.

Now i started believing the thought that life's too short and live every moment you have ....you donnow whats gonna hit you next.....