Yamato x Reader

Chapter 1

I looked down at the note that my friend, Sachiko had given me. Written in it was

"(y/n)!! You need to leave your house more! You need to have fun with me pleaseee. I'll be waiting for you at the shushu-ya at 8:00 pm, I also invited some other friends so i'm not the only one you talk to, you lonely ass ;)

p.s if you come i'll take you to the bakery and buy you your (f/d)"

"AHHHHHH" I jump towards my bed crumbling the note between my fist and scream into my pillow kicking my feet as hard as I could. I did this until all my frustration was let out. I turnover and face the ceiling, spreading my limbs across the bed.

"I hate this I hate this I hate this." I closed my eyes and let out a deep breath. As much as I love Sachiko, I hate going out. Whenever we hang out we just stay at each other's houses. We would occasionally go out to eat together but that happened every 4 months or so. I wish I was more outgoing like her, but I can't. I'm awkward and introverted. I hate being around people and I cant keep conversations going. Whats worse is that whenever i'm drunk i'm the complete opposite. I embarrass myself and everyone always likes that side of me. Only to disappoint them when i'm sober. All the shinobi always call me boring, which only makes me hate myself more. Beleive me i've tried to be more outgoing but I cant, I just can't. Im just glad I have a best friend like Sachiko, she was willing to wait for me until I was more comfortable. However this... this is something I don't like about her. She always wants to drag me around social events, but I guess she just wants to give me a little push towards being more social.

I really dont want to go but I really want that (f/d). The last time I had it was 2 months ago. I never had the chance to buy more because I was always short on rent and the missions always got in the way.

Geez the more I think about this, the more my mouth starts to water.
"Thats it I'm going!" I exclaim, jumping up from my bed.

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I step out of my apartment and lock the door putting my keys in my shirt pocket. I stood there staring at my hand still around the knob. My heart is racing so fast, I can't move.
"Ugh I cant do this!" I whine and drop to my knees, desperately trying to look for my keys.

"Yes you can (y/n)-chan!"

Ah, there she is. The outgoing beautiful Sachiko. She had long blonde hair and violet eyes, and god her body was perfect. I always felt so insecure next to her.

"Actually I was just going in, um I was at the grocery store." I say still tring to look for my keys.

"You don't have any groceries with you, stop lying. Now let's go, we're late." Sachiko grabs my hand and drags me across the floor not caring about how dirty my clothes were going to end up.

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My heart dropped when I saw all the shinobi she invited. I knew everyone there but I never talked to them. I only communicate whenever we are in missions, I never share any personal thoughts or anything. The longer I starred, the more people I recognized. Kakashi, Gai, Asuma, Genma, Anko, Kurenai, Mizuki, Iruka, Izumu, Kotetsu, and Yamato. They were all around a huge round table, already drunk.

"Hey you guys are late!" Genma yells.

"Yeah sorry guys we ran into an old lady that needed our help." Sachiko winks at me and starts to drag me by the arm. I hesitate but her grip gets tighter. I sat down next to her and next to Mizuki. Everyone starts chatting and Sachiko turned her attention away from me. Great I thought. I look around trying to study my surroundings and I Iooked at Mizuki for a bit. I'm not gonna lie, he is really intimidating but I don't really know him, so I shouldn't judge him.

He suddenly turns around and catches me looking at him. He eyes me up and down and says

"You look really nice tonight (y/n)."

"Oh um thank you." I look down immediately after I said that. I can feel my cheeks heating up. Geez he caught me staring at him and now i'm blushing. I don't want him to think I like him or anything. Its just embarrassing. I want to leave now. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt his calloused hand grabbing my chin forcing me to look up him.

"Oh come on, don't go all shy with me. You can talk to me you know that right."

"Um yea sorry" I turn away quickly and grab the nearest bottle of alcohal near me. I chugged it quickly. I tried to get away from that situation but I probably made it more awkward than I needed to. I look down at my feet. It's a habit I have that I need to get rid of. I can feel someone staring at me intensely, it must've been Mizuki, I practically ignored what he had just told me. I look up at and catch yamato staring at me. His eyes widened and he looked away quickly.

Well that was weird, I thought. Suddenly I got hit with dizziness. My head started pounding and I felt my arms going limb. I shouldn't have drank that whole bottle in one sitting. But I suddenly felt the urge to drink more. So that's exactly what I did.

A/N I hope this wasn't written that bad, Im not really that good at writing if im being honest.