He Was Never A Mistake

~ 5 ~

"Amanda"

"Mandy"

"Yes, I put the pegs in the freezer"

"Amanda, get up"

"I'll never disappoint you"

"I know baby but that's only gonna happen if you get up and prepare for school"

I just rollover and block out whatever that person just said to me

I feel someone tickle under my feet, I try kicking the person with my other feet but he doesn't just give up

"I'm up, I'm up" I say sitting up

"I can't believe I go through this every morning" my mum gets up looking extremely tired. I guess she's been waking me up for over an hour. Ladies and gentlemen, that's our morning routine

"I've mixed your hot water already, when you're done I'll wake your dad up. Alex is already downstairs waiting" she says and leaves me to my privacy

"Shit!!" I hurry into the bathroom to have my bath

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"When he dragged me out of the store he started screaming and yelling at me, I just stood there until he stopped. I was about to go when he asked why I wasn't saying anything or yelling at him and I just replied no reason. Then I really don't know just started crying and all, I just ignored him and kept crying. Then he hugged me. I was shocked but I hugged him back. He sat me down and we just kinda talked. He asked me why I was crying then..."

"Then what? Don't go all cliff-hanging on me"

"Then I just blurted out I liked him and he never did. I told him everything I wanted to. He stared at me, I was about leaving when he kissed me passionately and left"

"What do you mean he left, after kissing you?"

"Yes, and I can't get the kiss out of my head" she says poking the salad on her plate

"So why did you guys seem so close last night?"

"Well, when you slept off I went to get water and I found him alone. So I sat down and just watched him. He didn't notice me until I got up to leave. He asked if we could talk and that's what we did"

"Firstly, stop poking the salad" I say getting irritated by the noise
"I know it's not your very best food but you can't do anything about it. Just eat from home every Monday knowing you'll be having salad"

"Yeah, whatever"

"So what did you guys talk about, you need to tell me everything"

"Just random things"

I give her this look that says 'indeed'

"Ok, I really can't remember everything we talked about but he told me he liked me for a very long time. Our supposed mistake kiss wasn't really a mistake, he planned it. I asked why he never told me and he said he wasn't sure if I also had feelings for him that's why he always treated me like his kid sister. After that we just joked about random stuffs and we said our goodnights"

"Just goodnight? No kisses, no hugs, no nothing?" I asked while clearing my plate

"Nope"

"That's a lie, how can you and my brother have a talk and you guys didn't do nothing" she clears her tray also and we leave the cafeteria

"He just pecked me and said I could sleep in his room since we all knew you weren't gonna let me in"

"So you slept alone?" I raise one eyebrow at her

"I may have convinced him to sleep next to me"

"You slept together and didn't do anything?"

"No, now end of discussion" I wanted to say more but she walked away

I don't know how to react, my best friend and my twin brother like each other. I guess I'm supposed to be happy for them but honestly I don't know what to say or rather I don't know how I feel. They aren't even dating yet, so let's just calm down and see where this leads

"You seem absent minded" someone says bumping into me

"I'm sorry" I look up and find Henry smiling at me

"It's nothing, what do you have now"

"Nothing, so I was heading to the library"

"Ok, I guess I'll see you later" he smiles at me before walking away

I wonder if Henry has a girlfriend

"So you're interested in him now?" Ronald says from behind me

Did I say that out loud

"Yes you did"

How does he do that

"Well, your expression gives you away"

Ooh, I wonder if he knows what I'm thinking now

"If you keep thinking out loud, trust me I'll know"

Brain, stop thinking out loud

"Let's just go to the library since we're both heading there"

Did I tell him or did he overhear my conversation with Henry

"It's really weird replying your thoughts so could you actually speak and not think out" he says scratching the back of his neck

"I'm sorry, let's go"

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Omgggg
It's been forever 😪
My apologies😁

Saturday, 10th October
2020

Q: Boy best friend or Girl best friend?

I have a girl best friend but I don't think a boy best friend would be a bad idea