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Dean 🐺

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Surprise

My mind went blank,

I was frozen in my place, because it feels like I was climbing in a rocky mountain and when I'm near to the top suddenly someone cut off the rope that I was holding on-

Like how Parm just cut off all the chances I've been holding on since the day I realized my feelings for him,

I thought maybe our feelings are mutual..

He never budge to the subtly touches I gave to him,

He also hug me back that night,

We just had a moment earlier,

Am I the only one who felt the connection between us?

Am I just being delusional because my emotions are clouding my rationality right now?

Really Parm? No?

The deafening silence that surrounds the area plus his unreadable face right now makes me nauseated-

I need-

I need to escape.

But when I was about to turn my back on him, Parm suddenly pulled me again into facing him,

The I met his eyes, I always know how to read it, but why does it looks blank now?

Then suddenly, when my eyes are still focus on his face I felt something being tied in my left wrist-

The Gear Bracelet.

Is he giving back my Gear?

Why Parm? Why are you prolonging the ache?

Did my feelings not come right into you?

"It's mine P'" -?!

"It's my Gear P', remember you tied yours on my left wrist? I never take it off"

Badump! Badump!

"..and it's a No P'Dean, because I'm giving my Gear to you first before I say yes" Parm said while looking at me softly

Fuck shit!

Just fucking fuck! That just cause me a heart attack!

Fucking shitttt!!

"Now can you asked me again P'?" He said in a meaningful tone,